sleepless night

sis in law's father had funeralled this morning,
time flies,
5 days ago he past away,
and now is 5 days after...
nothing changed,
just the CNY will end up very soon...
=[
my parents had go back to their job!
i'll leave alor star soon for my career life...
in fact,
i'm a little bit of loss,
may be new environment,
new peoples and new life?
hope that my decision don't lead me to hell...
>.<
is sleepless night again,
thats why i write this post.
i don't have blanket with me,
how to sleep in the cold air temperature?
i'm sleep on the strange bed,
still not get used to it,
this is another reason why i cannot sleep well too...
T^T
haiz...
3 days,
i leave him for 3 days ady,
so miss him...
=']
every time before i sleep,
i'll think of him,
i'll miss him...
then slowly...
i get into my dream....
=)
he is my love,
the only one that can makes me think of him before i sleep...
:)
i love u...