Dear blog,
You are the good listener ever!
There is no one could better than you.
You keep what i wrote in here,
You record it,
You listen to me.
Unfortunately, you couldnt give me any suggestion or even comfort me.
But i found is really good sometime.
Cause i just need someone really can listen to me,
Quietly...
I may be just cry in front you.
And not in front of others.
They thought im stronger than anyone else,
But i wasnt.
I will feel weak for sometime,
That sometime only can accompany by you,
How sad it was?
Now is the right time for me to have night drive at outside.
Im struggling!
Dear bed, sorry im leaving for few hours cause im not going to sleep now,
Sorry my body and my heart, morrow both of you have to stand strong cause i will be tired while working.
Night ppl, night world, and gd. Morning, veeky.

felt good after come back from my 5 days annual leave.
is so energetic and fresh!
but what i really don't like is,
my station is so hot and limited,
i'm kinda stick with the wall.
/.\
finally,
i have the chance to go where i used to go!
haahaha!
but with accompany by two fellows...
feel so weird...
as im not driving my own car,
and im not alone...
=.=
something happened in the evening,
which really cause me almost collapse.
mind torturing till the max.
what i really want,
what i really need,
is just PEACE!
please give me back my peaceful life.
and wait,
i neeeed BEER~
=D
faster come back my dear sister in law,
i need youuuuuuu crazily~~~~
<3 p="p">5 more days to year 2013,
advance Happy New Year to me and my friends and,
wish that everything go smoothly in 2013
no more upset, worry and troubles

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今天是平安夜，
那么快的，2013年要到了，
就只剩下一个星期。
但我好像白活了2012年？
好多好多事情不由得我来说，
好多事情，
是让多少人误会，
还好只有真正的人， 真正的朋友明白我。
我永远都败给心太软。。。
我嘴硬到底是有什么用？
我心不硬！
导致今天一切的一切。
算了。
平安夜我觉得温馨，
所以暂时不写这些。
好久好久，
我都没有一个人去走走了。
好久好久，
我都没有像这几天一样，
赖在家里，
把speaker开得大大声的不去想一切事情。
好久好久，
我都没有开车去到远远，就自己一个人。
这些好久好久，
我都忘了有多久！
做一个决定到底需要多少时间？
要多少勇气?
有些事情没有必要让人知道；
没人能帮得上忙。
就像我现在一样，
没人能帮得了我。
林维琪啊，
你到底在做什么。。。=。=

did i made the wrong decision to stayed in alor setar?
recently there is quite a lot of things bothering me,
i cant take it all!
until i fall sick and stay at home.
i don't wanna go out,
as my working life is so sucks since they renovate the center.
the place is insufficient for me and my colleagues.
everyday im tired of hearing my new staff is calling me for this, calling me for that,
even i took my 5 days of annual leave just intend to stay at home,
but my phone never stop ringing?
my girl,
cant you just be a little bit of independent?
im tired,
physically and mentally.
second strike was what i've been told last night,
i couldn't even control how ppls think about me and talk about me.
just that,
sorry to mentioned,
that bitch is cross my baseline!
what you said,
what you mean,
what you trying to do,
IS OVER!
you know,
extremely over.
if i have a chance to repay it for you,
Yay or Nay?
of course Yay!
im certainly will stuck a banana into your mouth and ask you to shut up your fucking mouth.
you're hurting my friends and me!
and a million thanks to those who told me the story last night,
at least,
i know how was the old lady describing me and with her stupidity opinion.
thanks a lot!
im just too tired, very tired of guessing how she gossip about me.
because her mouth never stop talking about others.
and im falling apart.

fuyoh!
life is busy!
guess what,
i still love my busy life though it is stress till the max!
finally cousin bro get married,
through here i wish him stay sweet sweet forever with his lovey dovey wifey!
^^
time flies!
im living in this big big world for 22 years!
at last,
i found my destiny,
i means the job that i love the most!
hoho~
talking to customer,
enjoying the working place,
having my sweet time with family and friends,
get the salary that i satisfy with,
all and all!
thanks god!
i appreciated what i have now!
the feeling that i could get everything by myself or my own hand is damn good,
at least,
i no need to rely on others,
at least,
i don't owe anyone money.
*wink*
i gotta write a wishlist and buy all the stuff that i want to buy!
haha!~
last, before im going to bed,
dear lover,
i love u~! hee hee!

sorry blog,
im being too busy these few months,
by the way,
im currently working as a retail consultant in DiGi Telecommunication.
feel so energetic every day when going to work!
it ain't an easy job,
but i accept the challenges!
dealing with different costumers everyday!
guess what,
i love it so so much when customer say "thanks so much"
i think everyone do.
=)
busy life bring the time flies together.
now is October!
2 more months to new year
wish that everything was in good way!
last but not least,
i not really like this world,
but i survive for my love one...
=]

im a pig

-die of  boringness-
im working now,
but im blogging now too~!
is too boring when there is no customer in our center.
>.<
yesterday i was going to penang with the love one for my bridemaid gown testing...
u know what,
oh my god....
'im fat and short like a pig while with the gown'
it was terribly shit...
=.=
why am i so like a pig???
no wonder someone is keep laughing at me all the way from penang back to butterworth.
*sh*t*
i swear i must diet hard!
*although i know i can't...im just too lazy to move nowadays*
+.+
ok then,
nothing much to write...
stop here
cheer to the world and peace~! ^^

hello world!
im so lazy to update about my recent life...
feel like nothing special for me to write about.
oh ya,
i have started to work in DiGi Telecommunication as a retail consultant.
finally i think i find an ideal job for myself.
*for currently*
and the salary is quite good if in alor setar.
>.<
life is bored,
i hope there is something surprising me in the coming future.
haha!
thats all for a short post...
bye with love !
^^

"World always full of surprise, never expect and wait till it comes to you" by: Veeky















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randomly

life is great~!
feel so good with my current life....
i got my samsung galaxy S3 few days ago,
thanks Maxis to let me wait for the 3 weeks times...
=.=
now is time for me to seek for something new for my baby S3,
(casing, pluggy, decoration bling bling~)
oh my god...
i love it love it~!
^^
miahahahaha~!
recently was so active in every cases happened in alor setar...
the feeling that i could help others with my own hands is damn good!
however,
i still have to find myself a job~!
god,
please help me,
im waiting for digi to offer me a job...
this is my last hope!
or else....
mom want me to work with her...
+.=
no way~~ pls...
nothing much to post,
just keep cheering people!
with love!

"life is great when full of love and joy~!=]" by: Veeky











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life as a UKK Rela

yesterday was such a busy day for me.
went out to meet with my colleague who came from penang after that going to post office to post some stuff...
unfortunately,
the "cute" lady said: "kami sini x dak kotak lah~ u nak pack sendiri baru boleh"
i know i have to pack before im posting,
but please,
give me a post laju plastic bag will do,
i'll put my thing inside and post~!
stup*d
is not a fragile stuff...
so why makes my life harder, right?
drive back with full of complaint in my mouth~
xD
well,
i solved the problem at the post office somewhere near my house.
thanks a lot to the man!
he is so kind!
when i'm on my way going to meet with other friend,
now here's the big and embarassed incident occur,
i saw a car accident just in front of me.
"what to do??!!" appeared in my mind...continue was...."shit"...
feel like pretending i don't know there is an accident in front of me, step on the throttle and run like a chicken!
cause im kinda rush~
but,
my heart told me "wooi~! you rela ini macam run away x payah tolong orang ka??"
"shit.." again.... (i believe there is a GOOD and BAD me living inside my body, really...)
that's why i look so psycho in front of other even me myself...
>.<
i stop my car at the roadside and call my partner.
consult him what to do and i report a case by myself through walkie-talkie!
hundred of them/ members could heard my "sweet" voice and the way i report...
holy CRAP~!!!!!!!
i just wanted to shout like this after im finished reported through walkie talkie!
guess what,
i don't know what did i said!!!!
my hokkien is like shit...
and i know im talking crap!
other than mentioned the location,
what i report about is an alien language?
i guess so...
luckily some of the members rush here and lend me a hand...
thank you so much!
felt so gam dong~!*Hokkien*
we gave command to the traffic to avoid traffic jam.
40 minutes later the police was here,
after they took pictures and the victim's car was towed,
then we left.
i really have to thanks a lot to UKK 35-02 cause he help me to thanks all the members by using Hokkien through talkie...
i must push myself hard to learn hokkien!!!!
*actually i know how to speak Hokkien,*
just the slang i pronounced is a big problem!!
roar!
im mad!
=.=

 "learning is one of the important step towards succeed" by: Veeky














*END*

Kotex overnight flow 28cm

urgh~!
hate that special 5 days in every months!
is kinda torturing me since i love cold food and ice drinks!
you thought im kidding?
this simple source is the only evil way to cause every ladies torture to die every month!
and so do i...
im stop eating the cold food and ice drinks during these 5 days,
wait,
not only cold food and ice drinks,
spicy and sour food and drinks too~!
that means,
NO tomyam,
all the ladies love tomyam~!
*give me five if you're agree* xD
here is something to share about "period"
in the 5 days,
-make sure no sour and spicy food,
as it can aggravate menstrual cramps

-say "no" to caffiene 
as it can cause cramping or headaches


-drink more water
as a lot of blood and water loss when period


- avoid thing that contain a lot of sugar (for example, chocolate)
many of us consider that eating chocolate will bring us more relax and minimized the painfulness of  period, but after go through some articles, i know this is wrong...Sugar causes rapid changes in blood sugar levels which can lead to mood swings X.X

well,
i couldn't find any best way to cure the painfulness, 
rather than drinking warm water,
which is massage my fat oily stomach...
xD
this is what i can do to cure the pain...
other than things to avoid to cause the painfulness,
girls should choose ourselves a comfortable and appropriate sanitary pads..
i love kotex overnight flow 28cm and Sofy 41cm (if not mistaken) due to my heavy flow..
=.=
i loss alot of blood every month so i get mad easily,
so please take consideration about  me...xD
i use Kotex 28cm for the day time and Sofy 41cm for the night time...
is "Kotex OVERNIGHT FLOW 28cm",
see?
is overnight,
i use it for day time,
so you can imagine how heavy is my blood flow...
i love the unique designed of the Kotex pad,

 


is so girly and lovely~!
hahaha!
i guess every girls like it very much...
unfortunately i couldn't find the pads with butterfly pattern~!!!
i want that so desperately...
this kotex 28cm is recommended!
as its unique designed is the first thing attract me 
second, its function...it gave me the dry feeling for whole day long whenever im using it...
=]

*END*

New Memory...=]

have a sweet last night with my girl and the secondary school gang~!xD
they like to make fun of me,
still the same,
i have no idea with why im their favourite target..
maybe just like what they said,
im man characteristic?
im their brother~!
ahahaha!
cheer for our brotherhood!
"he" is attending the gathering too,
i know i should "thank" this to Mr. Wei Chen,
the one came back from UK,
other than his thesis,
he wish he could remedy the relationship between me and the "him"
so did you think you succeed?
yes,
i might be liberality,
but never gonna be the same anymore...
scratch means scratch,
there is no flawless between us~
thats all...
i can treat those who betray me as a normal friends,
but,
if you need help from me,
please stay away,
i don't help those betrayers....
i put heart in every relationship and friendship...
but if i get shit,
of course i repay you the shit...~!
i respect everyone of them meanwhile i wish i can get some respect from them...
this is me,
and so,
this is my discipline...
i do enjoy the night very very much...
talk about our past and history while studying in secondary school...
is too much to share and laugh...
but i just love them much much!

 "im imperfection, because im not Barbie Doll" by: Veeky
















*END*

Samsung Galaxy S3 from Maxis

last Friday,
im going to maxis centre with my mom for paying the bill.
maxis is doing a promotion price of S3 for 150 MOC members with only RM599 for the phone
awhhh~!!!
im excited,
but too bad,
i got no money lo~~~~!
after settled the bill,
my mom said "you want to ask about S3 isn't it? ask the lady then..."
i tell mom i got no extra money for the phone,
mom said she paid for me first because she will get her new credit card from Maybank soon or later...xD
i smile like this >:目 and mom can actually see my excited face and gesture...
after the lady make all the things clear,
i get ready for her to bring out my baby S3,
but she telling me that "sorry, is out of stock~"
T__________________________T
i have to wait~!
I HAVE TO WAIT!!!
she wrote down my name and contact no.,
and i left maxis centre with this king of face...='<
im so desperated ~!!
i want to throw away the phone im using now~!
i call it Rubbish Ace...~!!!
!@#$%
due to i couldn't press my desperateness,
i go to maxis's twitter,
and a lady who name Rohini is entertaining with me.
thanks a lot for her courtesy~!
i get to know i can collect my phone within two weeks,
and sorry cause i keep ignoring the "private number" calls,
cause i never know is a call from maxis...
after hang up the call,
i receive a customer service message from maxis about rating,
i rate them 5 stars..
lol~!
honestly,
before i rate it 2 only~!
xD
now i hope it time flies,
so i can get my white baby S3 very soon...

DISPLAY	Type	Super AMOLED capacitive touchscreen, 16M colors
	Size	720 x 1280 pixels, 4.8 inches (~306 ppi pixel density)
	Multitouch	Yes
	Protection	Corning Gorilla Glass 2
		- TouchWiz UI

SOUND	Alert types	Vibration; MP3, WAV ringtones
	Loudspeaker	Yes
	3.5mm jack	Yes

MEMORY	Card slot	microSD, up to 64 GB
	Internal	16/32/64 GB storage, 1 GB RAM

DATA	GPRS	Class 12 (4+1/3+2/2+3/1+4 slots), 32 - 48 kbps
	EDGE	Class 12
	Speed	HSDPA, 21 Mbps; HSUPA, 5.76 Mbps
	WLAN	Wi-Fi 802.11 a/b/g/n, DLNA, Wi-Fi Direct, Wi-Fi hotspot
	Bluetooth	Yes, v4.0 with A2DP, EDR
	NFC	Yes
	USB	Yes, microUSB v2.0 (MHL), USB On-the-go

CAMERA	Primary	8 MP, 3264x2448 pixels, autofocus, LED flash, check quality
	Features	Simultaneous HD video and image recording, geo-tagging, touch focus, face and smile detection, image stabilization
	Video	Yes, 1080p@30fps, check quality
	Secondary	Yes, 1.9 MP, 720p@30fps

FEATURES	OS	Android OS, v4.0.4 (Ice Cream Sandwich)
	Chipset	Exynos 4212 Quad
	CPU	Quad-core 1.4 GHz Cortex-A9
	GPU	Mali-400MP
	Sensors	Accelerometer, gyro, proximity, compass, barometer
	Messaging	SMS(threaded view), MMS, Email, Push Mail, IM, RSS
	Browser	HTML, Adobe Flash
	Radio	Stereo FM radio with RDS
	GPS	Yes, with A-GPS support and GLONASS
	Java	Yes, via Java MIDP emulator
	Colors	Pebble blue, Marble white
		- MicroSIM card support only - S-Voice natural language commands and dictation - Smart Stay eye tracking - Dropbox (50 GB storage) - Active noise cancellation with dedicated mic - TV-out (via MHL A/V link) - SNS integration - MP4/DivX/XviD/WMV/H.264/H.263 player - MP3/WAV/eAAC+/AC3/FLAC player - Organizer - Image/video editor - Document viewer (Word, Excel, PowerPoint, PDF) - Google Search, Maps, Gmail, YouTube, Calendar, Google Talk, Picasa integration - Voice memo/dial/commands - Predictive text input (Swype)

*END*

UKK Rela Alor Setar the best

http://www.8tv.com.my/mandarinnews/news-local/_1340608173.html

is UKK again!
=D
received a report last night regarding this case...
try to rush to the scene,
too bad,
i don't know where they mean!
omg~!
called most of them in Alor Setar asking for the place,
but non of them know where is it...
=.=!
hey~!
im born in alor setar,
and i don't know many places....
failed to be an alor setarian...
by the way,
the man with green shirt inside the video is not police huh,
is our UKK 08 uncle~!
ah huat uncle/ misai uncle!
hahaha~!
i never seen such big spectacle like yesterday,
is more than 40 of us on the scene.
*wink*
after reach there,
police had put an order for us which is "ronda",
we start to patrol around that area...
whoever is wearing pink and yellow shirt,
stop them for checking!
i join together with the patrolling group.
at last,
we found nothing...
but something to gratified about is another 2 robbers were arrested!
*good job guys~*
hopefully UKK will bring a lot of peaceful life for alor setarian...
*END*

Respect and Manner

i was told by someone that im impolite occasionally...
she complained about i was not said "hi" or greeting her whenever i met her!
excuse me,
did i suppose have to said "hi" or greeting you start from the day i was born?
i born to said "hello" to you?
yes? no?
of course no!
i don't have to said "hi" everytime i meet you,
just that i respect you as a human,
so im still greeting you,
but now what's going on?
i mean,
is there any problem with your ears?
or you did not clean your ears well?
so that you don't know everytime im the one who greet you first before you say "hi" to me?
look,
i don't think nor consider this as a problem,
but it seemed you make it a big deal...
you expect or put hope on me to greet you first?
no...
never expect that from me...
this is up to me,
each time i meet you,
i said "hi" and you answered me with your sour face,
your sight is never on me.
(sorry,i think like this)
because whenever you greeting me,
i never see a smile on your face.
so what you expect from me?
i never complain anything and you the one who dragged this small little matter out...
tolerate doesn't means im darling female...
alright,
other than respect,
you recognize manner?
yes....MANNER
for instance,
another bad manner i found on you,
first,
you never knock the door before you go into someone's room
is so deplorable...
this is a simple manner that 3 years old kid be aware of,
but you never learn...
even if you knock some..........time.....
wait at outside first before people say "yes, you may come in now"
is not just knock once and straight away open the door...
please tell me you don't know about this simple thing,
so i could ask my nieces and nephew to laugh at you!
secondly,
you like to ridicule at someone who is....maybe stronger than you?
stranger, acquaintance, friends and family members...
you never left out anyone of them...
of course, including me...
(talk la~whatever you like to talk, educated person wouldn't care about this)
i should stop writing...
because i don't want to behave like you...
last,
you are so "Female Androcentrism"
get what i mean?
you avowed yourself as a Queen,
everyone have to obey you...
but you know what,
i don't give a damn on you...
thats all....

"never judge my personality before you know me, pls remember, dog bark before they make friend with the stranger" by: Veeky














*END*

Forex

Im back~!
first of all,
Happy Dumpling Festival~!
kinda busy with my online shop these few days
alright,
i found that nowadays youngster is not gonna be the same like our parent when they are young...
work hard, keep the money harder....
nowadays youngster work hard, spend harder...
and im one of them~!
=.=
is wasn't a good sign~!
thats why other than finding an official job,
i have run an online shop in facebook...
https://www.facebook.com/pNcFashionBoutique
i sell whatever things in lowest price,
and seriously,
i don't know why i earn that little money for what~?
because people keep asking for discount...
i mean,
the price i fixed is the lowest price ever,
and still,
they asking for lower price...
oh my gosh~
another thing,
something had caught my attention,
which is forex...
i learnt about forex recently...
im a beginer.
but too bad i do not have the enough capital to invest in the forex,
minimum 5k...
and today,
i find this in facebook,
http://prelaunchx.com/x/vky
click the link and register before 30th June,
is FREE...
you just have to find 3 peoples to join and the company will give you USD $100 as your first capital.
i don't know whether this is scam or not,
but i just registered it with using my name & email address,
i don't have to give my bank account no. or other detail which related to my bank or money.
the most important is FREE and no harm for me as i don't give or pay out any money, (me myself think like this)
join if you're really interested in getting extra side income.
any forex professional might give me comment about this Forex too...
as i just mentioned on the above,
im a beginer,
leave me a comment if you found this Forex is fake...

This is an Alien diagram for me, I totally have no idea with what is this, but i will learn it slowly...
read this,
i found it really useful with those who have question mark on their head...
https://www.prelaunchx.com/ffx-profile.php
last but not least,
this is their official facebook account,
https://www.facebook.com/new.prelaunchx
let's make our own money!
=]


*END*