thank god, she is safe =]

Did anyone of you realized today's newspaper headline?
oppss,
it doesn't matter if you missed it,
but i believe everyone of you should have a facebook account right?
so,
this is the top and hits topic for today or maybe following days...
"30 hours ago, I escaped from being kidnapped"
click the link below and read for the article,
https://www.facebook.com/notes/chin-xin-ci/30-hours-ago-i-escaped-from-being-kidnapped/10150980821959859
this is a real characters and real incidents.
i admire her for her courage.
and glad to heard that she is safe and sound.
she had done a good job and she is not hesitate to share her thriller story with the public.
this is the Chinese version,
translated by Astro AEC News,
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=320362874709907&set=a.160824237330439.41252.127609090651954&type=1&theater
seriously,
girls should learn how to protect ourselves before is too late...
please keep in mind that,  "better to be safe than sorry"
there is always a small weapons inside my bag which i found it is useful and easy to be carry to anywhere.
for examples (suggestion):
-nail clippers *
-small box cutter
-stapler
-perfume *
-keys *
-torch light *
-needles
-my D.I.Y chilies spray (will give a short tutorial on how to make a D.I.Y chilies spray later on) *
the one with * behind is the weapons i have inside my bag...
prepared all these things in your bag isn't that difficult,
at least you know that when you're in tight squeeze,
you have these small weapons to cover and protect yourself.
who knows,
this least conspicuous weapons might be your saver?
worst come to worst,
is better you have a weapon in your hand than you try to find it on the spot.
of course,
never fight with those kidnappers who is carrying a weapon.

fight only you found that the kidnappers is clumsy or you're able to subdue them.

here is some simple step to make a  D.I.Y chilies spray (my secret recipes) xD
1-first, prepare an empty spray bottles, (small will do), red or white chilies, make sure is spicy enough (more than 10, as much as you can), especially the so called "white chilies"/ 指天椒  (im assure that you couldn't stand for it hot-ness) =P

the "white chilies" that i mentioned








2- now cut the chilies and throw into a bowl of water.... (small tips, use scissors instead of knife while you cut the chilies, never use your bare hand to touch the chilies unless you're wearing a gloves...you'll bear for your own consequences if you're not listening to me) =X

3- use a spoon and press out the "juice" of the chilies, press hardly like the chilies had killed your whole family, (small tips, you can either choose to press the chilies first then only you add on water into the bowl or straight away throw the chilies into the water bowl after you cut, but you might found that the chilies is "swimming" inside the bowl, and is hard to stop them from "swimming" if you're using a big bowl. i prefer the first one)

4- skim the chilies and it seeds from the bowl and now pour the chilies water into the spray bottles. The water is clean and clear~! make sure you label it if you cannot guarantee that your friends might not open and play with it without notify you. (if you feel that this chilies water is not strong enough, you might add in something like pepper or whatever ingredients that you found is harmful to human's eyes, normally i suggest the water can replace by lemon juice, just that the process will become a little bit complicated as you have to squeeze the lemon juice and i'm not sure of lemon juice's life span) in fact, the chilies water is strong enough to protect you from danger. *don't believe me? try to spray it on your own eyes* (i'm kidding anyway...) :D

hope this simple tutorial can help everyone of you.
i sincerely hope that police could take some action after this incident happened.
*although should take actions few years ago after the Wang Li Juan's case*


alright,
imma stop here for shower!
haha!
cheer peeps!
*stop typing with love*

"prevent rather than presume, life ain't back to the drawing board" by: Veeky













*END*

男生永远撇不掉的坏习惯

男生永远撇不掉的坏习惯？

男生、男人们有没有想过或思考过大多都会一起犯下的错误？

最近的我渐渐地一度再度发现男生们都会有的坏习惯，

我不称这为“缺点”，

毕竟世上没有人是完美的，对吗？

原来男生们对着久了的情人可以- ”日子久了，什么都可以无所谓“
但你们可曾想过，
这是多么令一个女生伤心欲绝的借口。
通过了各式各样的方法，
原来有很多女性友人跟我一样，
很在乎这”坏习惯“
还没得到之前，
什么都可以答应 【摘天上的星星，上刀山下油锅，两肋插刀等等】能想得出的话都会挂在嘴边
但是一旦得到手了，
尤其是过了热恋期，
什么都不一样了。
你告诉他，”请您摘天上的星星给我好吗？“ 
他会告诉你，”别傻了女孩，天上星星是摘不到的“
你看看，
这不是伤害了一个女生的心吗？
其实，
女生要的东西何其简单。
最重要的是，
答应过她的东西你能做到
不要求完美，
但至少让她能看见你的真心
让她感觉到你依然在乎她们
女孩的心声就是-
*短短的一句短讯或问候，足以让她乐足一整天
*记得她喜欢，或不喜欢的 【这是很简单的一件小事，A片女主角的名字多不胜数都能记得了如指掌，为何短短的几句话可以不放在心上？】
* 女孩总是喜欢把心事藏在心里的最深处，就是”心底“ ，为何不好好与她们沟通，多了解她们想要的是什么？我铁般确定她们非常乐意告知你们

*在重要的节日，送礼物不是最重要的， 最重要的是你能不能陪她度过那一天，即使一小时也好。把那60分钟搞得精彩，让她终身难忘是多么成功的一件事？

女生们就是那么简单，

你对她们好一天，她会对你好一世

那么值得成交的交易，

没有想象中的难，

一句话到尾就是看男生们肯不肯。

男生偶尔的不在乎，

会在女生们的心里留下一根怎么拔也拔不掉的刺

所以啊，

请男生们务必要好好的对待你们自己的女友、老婆

当初答应了的事情不要让它随风而去
做个真正能撑起“好男友，好丈夫”的匾牌
因为爱情嘛~本来就不简单
不要等到 “非要等到爱远走，分两头，才知道谁都怕寂寞”

在这之前请珍惜一切。。。

“习惯成自然本来就不难，最难的是自然了却怎么改也改不了”by: V33ky

*END*

朋友，利用？珍惜？

先投票看看吧，

无端端我今天闷闷的，
无端端我今天心血来潮的，
无端端我今天很想讨论这话题。。。
谁可以告诉我，
什么是朋友？
出到来社会，
自然地你就会明白谁是你真正的朋友。
在校园和学院的生活太甜太美好。
把朋友想象成是不可缺少的一个“器官”？
哪天少了一个朋友，
都会觉得很可惜。
今天，
我走在这社会上，
踏上了我现在的事业，-“保险业”
才明白，
当初所谓的朋友，
全是如此的“不堪入目”
不要说“你有什么事情我都会帮忙”
不要说“我永远都会在你身边”
朋友说的谎，
和情人一样，
带来的都是【痛】
我有的可是一班现实的朋友，
名字我且不在这提。
【你知道你是谁】
很多人对寿险经纪人【life agent】都有一定的误解
-死缠烂打
-处处逼人
-接近你都是有目的。
这些我都知道。
谢谢那些王八人带给那么多人对寿险经济人的误解。
这也是【一支竹竿打翻整船人的由来】
暂不说寿险经济的苦痛，
毕竟今天的话题不是这个。
在我身边的“那些”朋友，
我在这里大声的对你们说，
以后不管什么事情，
休想我以真心待之。
要我交真心不是不行，
先把你们的真心抵押在我这里。
我将不会那么傻傻的为你们痴痴地付出。
即使我再怎么否认，
也不得不承认，
我哥说的一点都没错，
围绕在我身边【真正】的朋友没几个。
就连我10多年认识的好朋友，
也不在我真正朋友的list里。
我心中总有一把尺在衡量着真正和虚情假意的朋友。
我永远不会忘记，
A: 最近都在做什么呀？
我：保险咯
A:你千万别来找我，我爸爸帮我买了。
看看谁先开始这话题的？
我还没说任何一句话，
就告诉我”你千万别来找我，我爸爸帮我买了”
这是从一个好朋友口中说出来的。
【谢谢你】，好朋友，
你在我心中，
从此降级。。。
你与普通人没什么两样。
生与死，
我发誓我不再为这种朋友掉眼泪。
其实，
怎只她一个。
要说的，
怎么数也数不完。
有些甚至信息都不敢回复一通。
是我太失败还是他们太现实？
失败的是我白目交到不是谈心我却认为他们肯为我死的朋友；
或者，
他们是太现实到早已了解自己永远都是最重要的？人最终都是要为自己着想？
我恨我发现得太迟。
能陪你笑的人，
不代表是能陪你哭的人。
我相信，
我明白，
我再也不随便把普通人当好朋友甚至好姐妹看待。

本人交友这秒开始，重新调整水准：
-患难时电话拨不通的朋友，丢了吧
-等到寂寞时才想起你的存在的朋友，丢了吧，
-重色轻友的朋友，丢了吧
-时常眼红你比他出色的朋友，丢了吧
- 利用你的朋友，丢了吧
-教坏你的朋友，丢了吧
-出卖你的朋友，丢了吧
-虚情假意的朋友，丢了吧
-无事不登三宝殿的朋友，丢了吧
-见风使舵的朋友，丢了吧
-因你富贵而参你的朋友，丢了吧
-在你背后捅你一刀的朋友，丢了吧
-不能在你需要朋友时出现的朋友，丢了吧


我要的朋友，
很简单，
-话题投机，
-真心就好


这样的朋友，
如此难得。。。

撇掉了那些虚伪的人，
原来所剩的真心朋友并没超过10人，
也好，
至少不用那么头痛的想尽办法维持好之间的友谊。
单靠我捉着一份不真的友谊，
我渴望来做什么？
还是放了吧~！

 "一份纯真的友谊可遇不可求，若是遇上了我誓不放手”by: Veeky













*END*

bye bye

ewhh~
i couldn't sleep and shouldn't sleep in this moment because i just finished my late night supper 10 minutes ago!
im begging my brother to bring this back for me...
KFC zinger burger + cheesy wedges + 1 cup of pepsi!
this is oh my gosh!
how am i going to burn those colories in my stomach???
im so regret now, and am i talking crap???
i shouldn't take supper as im on diet now!
*roar*
i swear, "no next time"
brother is going back to university  tomorrow early morning,
to be honest,
i have the feeling of unwillingness...
i don't know why~
what happened to me?
yes,
i might hate the way he satirize, precept, or lectures me...
and also,
how he keep himself aloof from the masses,
Lol!
"i can't take it lo~!"
but still,
as i said "i love my family",
of course, i love him too!
that does not alter the fact~! forever...
i wish he could understand me a bit more when next time he come back again!
no more arguement!
actually is not difficult to get along with me.
im just a little bit of nerve-racking, spoke bluntly, ill temper, and ....boorish??
=.=
what to do?
this is the REAL me...
"REAL"!!!
i wouldn't simply change myself for anyone...
i LOVE the real me...
you should love the real me, didn't you?
i know im rude for...sometime,
but i believe that non of  you would  like to be shout by others and keep silent right?
unless you did something wrong...
is time to sleep....gd night peeps~!=]

"learn to love me, and you will love me forever...=]" by: Veeky






























*END*

UKK Rela Alor Setar

today,
woke up early and staring out to the window!
!@#$%
im torturing by ladies' illness again!
oh my gosh~!
although im cursing it every month, but i still need it...
>.<
something to happy about is...
finally i get my Rela Card! xD (warranty corp)
well,
im under the group of UKK.
UKK stand for Unit Kawalan Kawasan,
there is two group of Rela at work in Alor Setar.
i did mentioned one above, which is UKK, （志愿警卫队）
the other one is CRSM. (under MCA) （马华志工团）
but CRSM isn't the one i want to post about...xD
here to begin with why i make up my mind to join Rela...
many of my friends have no notion of why i join Rela,
even my boyfie right?
i like to help people though,
but this is not my first attempt!
my first attempt is to strike those sinfulness offender as much as i can...
*such a big wish!* xD
well,
of course i got my own story lead me to this.
before when i was staying in penang,
a jerk is climbed in to our hostel and stole away my lappie and the money inside my purse.
as i remember,
police is not the first one there to help us settle our problem,
but is the Rela around that area...
and of course,
those students from Han Chiang College who staying in the same apartment with us.
i feel so grateful in this moment though this incident was happened in 2 years back.
alright,
the other case was happened to my best best friend.
what to said?
is a family tragedy.
i think most of the alor setarian knew the "Taman Saga Case"
i'm here to thanks again to UKK members who attend and lend their hand to my friend and her sisters.
beyond that,
as per requested by me,
they are agree to delete those photos which related to the case in their UKK page.
again, thank you very much!
this is what i can do to protect my best best friend.
honestly,
they have the right not to delete the photos,
because those photos and videos certify their arduous effort,
due to my unreasonable request,
their effort is been wiped out all and people don't know how much they worked hard in the case!
I am very grateful for everything they done in the case!

to be frank,
they are helping the society and people who need helps like us without expecting anything in return...
how many of you can really call back to mind what they had done to the society?
how many of you had buy a fruit basket step into their office and say "thank you"?
how many of you have thought about sponsor some useful tools to assist them in every case?
i'm sure,
non of you...
seriously people,
a "thank you" warm everyone's heart.
UKK Rela also a human being,
they sacrifice everything which you don't found it on their surface.
-they are ready for 24 hours.
-they fight every case with their life (e.g. on the way to the scene, some of them is by motorbike.)
the time and money they have wasted is countless...
and do not forget,
everything done by them is FREE & VOLUNTARILY...
i feel proud finally im one of them.
before i close this post,
people, 
please put your ridiculous mind aside, 
those who join Rela ain't rascal, or uncle, or the one who can't study,
because you know what,
we don't get any single money or salary every month.
UKK Rela is under a very strict rules and disciplined.
never ever compared UKK with others group.
this is my personal interest.
who knows most of the members in UKK is having the same interests like me?
=D
last,
together i work hard with them to protect the town!
minimized whatever cases as much as we can!
UKK, gayao la~!

click here to go Official UKK Rela Page =]
https://www.facebook.com/groups/155280877874768/

"People usually might lend you a hand if you're in trouble, but is Usually, please keep in mind, is not necessarily" by: Veeky


















*END*

在facebook你会遇到哪些人？

今天闲着没事做，
来篇华语的与大家讨论及分享一下吧~
题目如上！xD
【如有雷同，纯属巧合 】
相信大家有一半的时间除了给上班之外，
就是网际网络的世界了吧！
最普片的还有什么呢？
就是脸书【facebook】和博客【blogger】而已啦。
当然，
前者占据较多巴仙率。
长时间在网际网络上徘徊，
并不是浪费时间，
有时候是为了生意？功课？或是与久违的朋友保持联系。
而在妈妈眼中的我是个【神经电脑发烧友】
我不能停止一刻不上网！
有没有那么夸张啊。。。
我在这网上“漫游”着也有我自己的原因。
只是今天我要分享的不是我为何花那么多时间在网路而是来看看facebook里到底生存着何等人。
 我习惯性的打开电脑，
首先登陆的网站就是facebook,
相信现在的年轻人大多都和我一样。
每当我进去看到我脸书的"new feed"时呢，
总有看不完的post.
我奇怪的问自己，
我脸书的朋友只有900多人，
就那new feed怎么scroll 都scroll不回我最后一次看到的post,
那么，
那些3-4千多个朋友的户口怎么办?
 囧~ *你们真的认识这些人吗？*
1. 有些人是【为了朋友而加朋友】， 而有些却是【为了名气而加朋友】
我说啊，
为了要名气，
-何不像我一样写个惊天动地的博客？
-拍些有意义的video来激励人生？
-参加某些偶像选拔赛？
那不就出名得快一些？、


2. create一个属于自己的专页[page]或粉丝页 *不好意思，本人华文半桶水，英文半桶水，希望你们能谅解，但是脸书发烧友都能了解我在指的是什么吧。。。哈哈！聪明的人类们*
这也是其中一项本人觉得很x的事情！大多数妹妹，（我相信75%都是女生在做）会很”尽心尽力”的为自己create一页属于自己的专页，再死命分享出来祈求大家“赞”一个然后再把她们的专页分享出去。有时候朋友们没有反应了，还通过PM来让自己的朋友或是陌生人来“赞”一个。（先声明，本人遇过不少这类型的事情）。我说妹妹们，人们要是觉得你的专页值得“赞”的话，就自动的会在你的专页按个“赞”，若是没兴趣的，你还是死了这条心吧。老实说，时常这样把自己的的专页分享出来要人“赞”是件很烦的事情。【看了都烦】，你们明白吗？不是每个人都有义务要去你的专页“赞”一个，倘若人家不想“赞”了就别再勉强。


3. 无聊的人？在脸书无聊的人可真的真的不少。我所谓的是，那些有事没事create个专页出来骂人或anti某某人，盗用别人的照片来与别人交友，觉得别人的照片不够完美把人家的照片拷贝(copy)再“加工”完成上载到自己的户口与友人分享或批评一番， 朋友。。。你们未免也太多时间了吧。 若是create个有意义的专页（例如某某某abuse动物，某某某的孩子不见了请帮忙分享出去，某某某急需xxx来活命，某某某家老人走丢了， 某某某骗财骗色等等~）这就可以帮到人，帮到社会不是吗？ 是不是比起 “不爽xxx，我们来让她出名”， “她勾了xxx的男人，贱人，快分享出去”， “xxx是个姣婆”， “xxx专博取男人同情”皆等等，比起能够帮人的专页，为何不好好利用真正专页的用途？create无聊的专页人家不会谢谢你，反而，给脸书的朋友们带来麻烦几烦躁！多了个无聊的专页=等于多了个无聊的人要骂（我相信脸书里有很多打抱不平的脸书友~哈！）看不过眼的当然开腔大骂一番了啊。。。那时候就别怪任何人。开了这样的专页，就“预咗”要被人攻击。那时候不要说“看不过眼的不要来留言， 这不关你们的事” 。我想说，脸书是世界上每人共同拥有的， 每个人都有在脸书的发言权。若是不要别人攻击你，就不要先攻击别人。这对自己有百好而无一害。


4. 自我陶醉的妹妹们。（我曾经看过某人写的一句话，我非常认同） 他写说， 【某些人就是那么自我陶醉，既然都把照片上传上来了，为什么还要说“这张照片我好丑哦！”不要傻了，若是觉得丑，你会上载吗？】看看。。。这句话根本就是“金句”，有多少人能够认同这句话的我不知道，但我确实最认同的那一个。通常在脸书上看到这样写的人我大多都不会理，只是照片看过就算。实话的，照片还ok,不算是难看，可能主人觉得棒极了，可偏偏写的是“我好丑哦，我看起来好肥哦，这张照片好难看哦，我丑丑的脸，不喜欢这张看起来好肥呢！etc...”相信还有很多的”形容词”， 但本人举例的是最常看到的。这些字眼，一点都不谦虚。看在眼利或是挑通眼眉的人眼里，这些字根本就是写“爽”的。主人自己心里暗自爽的想：其实这张照片我爱死了，一点都不丑，一点都不难看，更何况我哪来的肥？xD 【搞笑吧~！】更搞笑的是，搞笑的人会去留言说“你一点都不难看啦”， “不会啊，我觉得你很可爱”， “谁说你难看啦？他眼睛瞎了吗？”再等等。。。呐~看看。。。上载人的用意就是要这些搞笑的人来这样留言啦！ 囧


5. 参加什么什么竞赛的四处找人帮忙投票。本人觉得这与“赞”我的专页是同样的看法。有多少次是我假装看不到你们分享在new feed,可偏偏踏进了我的户口或标签我的名字来逼我投你们一票，你们还是人吗？ ？？*开玩笑的* 我觉得其他人更胜你的，我当然是公平点也“赞”别人，可到最后却招来挨骂。呃~投票也没自由权。要我投你，就是要我投你的了！没有任何选择性。你就是不比人家美这是事实。人家有理智的都会做出对的选择，所以以后啊，别再逼人只投给你。也不要逼人帮忙分享和“赞”你的照片。 比赛与否是你自己做的决定，投票与否，使我们做外人的决定。所以有这样做的脸书友们啊。。。不要再分享到人家的户口或是标签任何人来投你已票。真的很老实的说，倘若你有分享了，外人觉得你是值得投的，自然而然你不用求，不用跪也会有人投你一票。倘若人家不想给你一票，心不甘，情不愿的按了一次“赞”，换来的是人家的嘲笑或者“脸皮厚”， 你们情何以堪？


6. 玩game玩到傻的人。看到notification里总有一个会是game request，在看左边框，100++game request！这。。。。你们说烦不烦啊。打game的人疯狂开心。而我们呢？活受罪。。。脸书的game何其多。。。一个人玩2种游戏，每个游戏发来一个请求，我900百个朋友，就有1800个请求，疯不疯啊。。。你玩你的游戏，我们在我们的脸书过活，为什么就是game request从不中断的send?不玩就是不玩，再发几次也没用。醒了吗？看到了吗？我说。。。发几次都没用！不要奢望人家帮你按请求，毕竟脸书的主要功能不是玩游戏。我这样说，明不明？小小的请求不算是什么，但还是会给人家带来麻烦。为了游戏而麻烦人家，这样说过不过意的去？


7. 户口多过一个的朋友们。什么原因导致你create多过一个户口？因为游戏请求？因为太多朋友？因为方便调查或关注不喜欢或讨厌的人？ 在我户口里，怎么算，怎么看，都有几个人是有多过一个脸书户口的朋友。为什么这样，巴仙率最多的是第一个户口因朋友爆满，而开第二个户口。为什么朋友会爆满？脸书设定的limit我相信是每个户口5000个朋友，能够爆满，就是多过5000个朋友。5000个朋友那么多，真正认识的有哪几个？不过百吧。。。何不处理一下朋友list?少给真正想交朋友的脸书友带来麻烦。想起以前玩脸书，根本不用account-verification，可现在，再create一个新的户口，就要有新的email, 方能完成新户口。这是为了什么啊？？就是因为拜那些多过一个户口的人所赐。谢谢啦~ 囧 有些还vip户口叻，*只有真正认识的亲戚朋友才可加此户口*那之前的create来做么叻？ 


8. 私家侦探。顾名思义，暗地里create一个没人认识的账号，再去add自己讨厌或不喜欢又渴望能看见她、他最新消息的人。好笑吧~不。。。应该是。。。幼稚吧？本人自己遇过这些人。看了讨厌或不喜欢的人update了什么status, 然后又在自己真正的账号里对话或以人家的status来回答在自己的wall, 那不是幼稚吗？不然的话就是去加自己的前男女朋友现在的伴侣，在看看人家是什么新鲜“萝卜皮” xP 。不比你漂亮的，就暗爽 “这样的人你也要”， 比你漂亮的， “啊~我输了”。这样很勒吗？ 不然就加了人之后，去人家户口搞破坏，乱留言等等。。。世界上活着这种人真的是太多了。真是斩草不除根，春风吹又生。。。 啊~


9. 脸书不是twitter。对于那些每分每秒都在update新status的人，我只有一个做法，很简单就是“unsubscribe"哈哈~！很烦很烦！实在是太烦了。可能某些人对于你的生活点滴会特别关注，但我相信，不想关注的会比想关注的多。起居饮食，都一拼update在status里。 “刚去哪里吃了饭”，“刚去上了厕所”， “刚看到一只蛇”， “刚吃饱了”， “好无聊哦”， “指甲断了”， “放了个屁”， “刚讲完电话”， “刚睡醒”， “肚子饿了”。。。我说宝贝们啊，需要那么报备吗？那是脸书网耶。。。不是twitter, 若是twitter你每秒在update不会有人理你们，可那是脸书！脸书啊~！！！虽然没资格说些什么，但你update不烦，看的人也会烦。。。别当我们是不存在的好吗。。。拼了命的update, 怕世界末日就是明天吗？=。=


好。。。我相信facebook最恼人的只是这一些吧？还有其他的都应该是小"k屎” 啦！还有没有人遇到比这些例子还糟糕的？欢迎再此分享。。。=D


注：本人没有针对任何人写下此post, 若觉得我在述说的人【应该】是你方可把老鼠移去【x】关掉这页面。对号入座的人特别多。这是分享，没有任何攻击成分。纯粹是个人意见。最后，还是一样 【如有雷同，纯属巧合】  =】

 "分享，是个人喜好。接受与否，与我无关”by:Veeky





























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i think, this is me...

good evening peeps!
woah~
see my blog?
nice and warm background... =D
im trying to protect my reader's eyes.
make it a comfortable and amazing blog so that people might come back and visit me again!
miahaha!
3rd bro was touchdown to his hometown 2 days before!
and we had our "great" & "motivation" talk last night.
obviously,
he have no idea with how was my personality and my characteristic are...
haha!
he told me,
"i shouldn't judge anything before i understand or clarify all the things"
but seems like he never learn this himself.
i mean,
yes....
-maybe i'm impetuously,
-low EQ
-impatient,
but doesn't means that it would affect what i'm going to do or what i plan to do.
he is asking me instead of stay at home, why don't i find myself a job.
ok,
before he understand my situation,
i think  he might consider that i don't want to work and prefer to sit at home

-> who provide me a transport while our hometown public transport is like sh*t?
-> i got a motorbike license, but my dad said he don't think so is a good idea, what should i do? *honda cup 60*
-> 2nd bro got the other car which he seldom use, but how if he want to go out unexpectedly?
-> car pool with mom, of course is not a problem for me, but the problem is, you expect our working time is same with each other?
 "think twice before you want to speak out"
but why doesn't you make sense?
"a problem will have thousand solution" *i don't know who's the hell invented this to encourage people, but imma kill you or else you help me to solve my problem! give me or suggest me your so called thousand solution!*
darn it~~~!
im tension than anyone of you!
who's going to help me out if im really in a big trouble???
*seriously, you know, i know, who is the real friends, and who is not!"
for some of my friends,
to you im really downhearted...
thats all i can said...
to my bro,
before you judge me,
why don't you spend some time to understand me?
i don't know since when there is a gap between you and me.
i thought you should be the one who know me more?
maybe you're in heaven, but im in hell...
is that the different?
you against me...
-my friends
-my thought
-my behavior
-my words
-everything of mine!
you judged me by my outward behavior,
you never goes deep into my heart!
i asked you a question,
and you answered me "em",
i said "you should ask more!"
you said "what is your objective to ask me this question??"
i said "my objective is, i want you to ask me more!"
you said "i said em already, is not a compulsory that i have to ask you back any question!"
i said "alright, i just want you to talk more, and if you refused, im ok...cause you're the one who end this conversation"
see....how sad is it...
no,
should be how hurt is it?
is so coldhearted~!
thats the reason why i asked myself,
since when is the gap between us start to expand?
answer me please~!
or am i a nasty witch thats why you against me?

"Remember to love yourself than anyone do, no one will understand you other than yourself, even parent also there's a limit for them to know us more, give yourself a hug if people is blaming you! tell your heart that's always the one and only will support you always, which is [yourself] " by: Veeky










p/s: -you will never know how much i love this family, just that my hyperactive character shows like i don't care, so you think that i don't really care. Whatever, that's me, no explanation...cause is not necessary at all...
     - if you could check my online history, see how many times i visit to jobstreet  per day, use your eyes to see when everytime the newspapers is here and im hurry to look out for the vacancy part...before you said i never try my best to find the thousand ways to solve my only problem, please filter your harsh words!

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what is life?

1.34am,
im here to type my blog again....
"what is life?"
i don't understand the meaning of life.
i think life should be as simple as i think?
but now reality proof that im wrong!
my life is full of worrying, irritating, stressful, boredom, frustrated and so on...
what should i do?
i got no transport to use up to 3- 4 months...
mom accident on last week,
is a chain accident,
5 cars hugging each other,
fortunately mom is safe and no injuries.
but my car was in bad situation.
X.X
mom apologized to me but i couldn't blame her at all.
this is an accident,
and what is important than mom's life?
i keep persuade myself that "it doesn't matter",
i still can live without my car.
now i see the inconvenience,
i can't go out neither bro is going out nor mom is working.
how am i going to work?
i don't want to sit at home for 4 months!
even though im going to interview for a job,
the problem is still there!
a lot of unseen problems that i never expect before!
dear god,
are you kidding with me again?
i couldn't bear it all...
really~
you will never know how i wish i could bang my head to the wall and lay in the hospital as long as i can so that i don't have to face a plenty of stupid problem?
no one could understand my feeling except me myself.
thats all i wanna said,
i need some place to express my feeling,
and no doubt,
here is the best place ever!

"take time to understand the meaning of life is a MUST,
if it were not, you will meet REGRET in the end of your life"
by: Veeky












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insomia

should i greet a very good morning or good night to the world?
guess what,
im awake at this moment!
hell ya~
shouldn't fell a sleep at 10 something,
im so regret now~!
i promised to myself,
"No Next Time"!!!
the feeling of tired but couldn't sleep is so irritating,
thats why im here to past my time.
first of all,
my dear god,
could you please stop making fun of me?
:'(
my dizziness is almost maintain for 2 weeks already,
and now,
before it heal,
i sprained my neck again!
is double killed!
XoX
kinda fed up~!
what to do?
i'm blaming god that you don't love me anymore, right?
so i was so unlucky in these few weeks....
felt so unusual to sleep early like today.
normally i will only communicate with my bed in the middle of the night.
maybe start from tomorrow i should sleep early like today,
so that i can cure my dizziness...
i think is time for me to rest,
i have to force myself to sleep early!
no more night life,
no more internet~
p/s: i'm so so so so so hungry now as i took my dinner at 5pm++ , well, i think im gastric soon~
good night people!

"When life is full of troubles, never gonna avoid or pretend it was nothing, overcome and resolve it! Do believe the existing of fate, but not believe in fate" by: Veeky












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F.riday~

what a boring Friday...
for alor setarian,
normally they will hanging out to Alor Setar Mall, Music Zone, Star Parade, Big CInema and etc...
the only special alor setarian like me,
wouldn't go out on this day...
xD
*just kidding*
just that i don't like to crowd with other people...
to be frank,
-i hate to see those female teenagers over make up themselves and those so called "lala zai" show off their "handsomeness"
it was so disgusting...
is so funny when you meet those teenagers actually younger than you, but the way they dressed up themselves is...so~~~~~ old fashion.
*big frame glasses, enlarged contact lenses, false eyes lashes, cute fringe, exaggerate costume and so on, and all of these is a must ...*
omg...~!
am i getting old?
or they really overdressed themselves?
i didn't claim that make up or dress nicely is a crime,
but how if you really experienced it yourself?
the girl is only 15 years old and she overdo herself like 27 years' old lady?
i mean yes,
make up is a must,
but just light make up will do in this teenage age.
maybe...
took away the false eyes lashes and replace it by just put on mascara?
took away the big frame glasses will look more nicer than put it on, don't you think so?
this is just my personal opinions.
teenagers shouldn't look mature than a real mature lady like me.
xP
somehow,
i felt i look more younger than the overdo teenagers...
=P
dafuq~!
haha!
im tired of put on all the make up stuff on my face,
but they are opposite,
they like to put all those things on their face...
once you enter to this society,
no worry about that you got no chance to make up yourself...
if you're working,
definitely everyday you have to make up yourself...
and is a must!
*the tiredness*
ok, im off to go for lunch+ dinner with my mom!
hope that my post won't displease anyone of you~
especially the one they thought themselves is overdo~
*siapa makan cili dia yang terasa pedas*
last but not least,
almost forget to post something about the "Marvel- The Avenger",
i just watched it 2 days ago!
awhh!
awesome, perfect, bravo, excellent!
any words that still can use to describe this movie?
my Thor, your are so man and handsome!
please forgive me,
i get mad when i saw him!
xD
the storyline is meaningful,
if you haven't get to watch this excellent movie,
faster go and grab a ticket from ticket counter and have your day!
trust me,
you will never regret to spend your 2 hours inside the cinema!
cheer! =]

"i might be look normal, but im younger than others! =D" by: Veeky













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Labour's Day

Happy Labour's Day to all workers!
an officially offday for all the workers except for those Italian.
Italy do not have Labour's Day...
i don't know why...
so,
for those who working today make sure your boss is triple- pay for today...
xD
seriously,
im trying to squeeze out some point for myself to write a post,
but...
seems like....
ahahahhahaha...
i didn't managed to did it...
today is a normal day for me...
wake up as usual,
after that trimmed my little boy's -fluffy nail...
spend my whole day stick with da boyfriend.
because im going back tomorrow!!!
=[
*bye bye baby, waving my hand with handkerchief*
im going back to my hometown to meet with my colleagues..
*popi they don't ppk me again*
these few days im craving for dessert!
=D
finally Darbing bring me to a dessert shop in the evening...
awhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks again!!
i think i really got nothing much to write,
before i leave here.
good night, people! peace.....

"No one was born to be perfect, accept the truth and learn to tolerant, that's how perfect came from..." by: Veeky













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Flashback

im still kinda faint and dizzy when i facing the lappie...
oh my gosh!!!
i hate this kind of feeling...
all the alphabets is like flying around the screen or they just simply jump to other place when im reading some articles or facebook's post...
im having a light fever at yesterday night,
and so,
i couldn't sleep well for whole night.
when i have my blanket with me,
i felt so hot,
when i throw away the blanket,
im like staying inside the fridge...
see!!!
im so so suffering...
but today i have my pleasant day...
:D
wake up at 8am,
prepare myself and hanging out together with the love one!
the first location is disted college...
awhh~
i miss my college so so much.
as i remember,
when i was 18 years old,
im here to complete my diploma in hospitality business management...
time flies~
i miss all my lecturers,
i miss our may intake's fellow students.
i miss the place we used to hanging out together,
i miss the moment when we having the tough presentation
i miss everything related to my college life!
after Darbing get his certificate,
we set out to the new campus...
meet all the new junior in a short while.
all da pretty girls!
*ah wooo~~~*
nice and become more disciplined!
good job ladies~!
lets make the story short as i felt so dizzy again.
just want to end my post as fast as possible!
we continued our journey to Gurney Plaza after having lunch with the buddies!
=D
strolling inside the Plaza until the late evening...
im so tired!
very the tired...
CTY is our last destination,
after that we went home...
*story of the day is too short right? forgive me...im too exhausted*

 "time flies as fast as an airplane if you don't realize its value,
proceed and move on until you touch your goal before is too late" by: Veeky












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