job vacancy....

nowadays my blog is full of " im so tired" this sentence...
>.>
yes,
im really tired.
today is tired of being finding job.
start from 10.30 am - 5.30pm.
guess how many hours we had walk, find, and drive?
feel so hard to find myself a suitable job.
any recommendation?
the very first time ahpeng and me walk through the whole Gurney Plaza, Palau Tikus area, Tesco and even Gurney tower,
but what we get?
we get tired,
and the legs so pain...
T.T
HELP~ *S.O.S*
although is just work for temporarily,
but we still search for the good job.
i don't want to force myself to do what i do not like to do,
is useless,
my mood will down and this will affect my attitude toward the job.
so...How?
i know im a bit burden....
+.+
!@#$%^&
i hope i can find a job soon so that i don't have to go back to hometown...
again, *is tired*
peiwen they all had move to Darbing hostel,
xD
we can chit chat all day long~!
^^
last but not least,
tomorrow we going to Bukit Merah~!
=]
yee~pie~!
relax relax relax....
after come back,
continue search for good job....

1st avenue, queensbay, airport. =]

yesterday was a wonderful day~`
haha~!
everyone will said like that~`
xD
haiz~!
many of my fishy die,
and i don't know why....
>.<"
so....
forget about it...
waiting jason to come and we hanging out for our brunch...
after the meal,
we going to 1st avenue...
surprisingly high class,
is like the combination of Gurney Plaza & Queensbay Mall...
*i know someone will fight against from this, because she is a QB mall- maniac*
xD
this is what i can describe...
-more and more shop lots...
-new open Redbox, *is the biggest redbox in Penang if im not mistaken*
-new cinema coming soon *but don't know whether is GSC or not*
-provide viewing platform
-multi-storey car park...*the entrance to shopping mall is so nice*
=D
following day,
we will have more choice to choose for shopping and hanging out with friends...
this is our activities for noon...
come to our activities at night,
we going to Qb mall for no purpose...
*for me*
first time feel so hard to make decision for our dinner...
T.G.I Friday? Dave Deli? Mc. Donald? KFC? Taiwan Moo? Wong Kok? Kenny Roger Roaster? Nippon? Kim Gary?
at last...
we going to Kim Gary...
before that,
we going to Kenny Roger Roaster...
guess what,
we sitting at there almost 15 minutes and no one deliver the menu for us,
even the table also not yet clear...
so what is the point we still sitting at there and wait like a~ STUPID?
we just left and go other place..
Kim Gary is our final choice...
because we must eat before they close...
airport is the next station...
never thought that sit inside the car,
look to the dark sky and wait for the plane for landing can be so excited...
yes,
i never try before,
except sit inside the plane and landing.
the feeling is totally not same at all...
hahaha~!
good experience~!
^^
can have a try next time...
xD

love to-v

huhu~
finally im back to penang...
=]
this morning had go to Darbing house for visit to-v
=)
feel so good that he still remember me...
^^
he is doing well and live happily with Darbing family members...
hmmm~
i think i have to suffering for few days more because of my tongue piercing...
i cannot eat whatever i like to eat,
and,
Darbing not allow also...
>.<
say bye bye to seafood & egg for 1 week...
now my tongue is on the way of recover,
although my pronunciation still a bit lisp...
+。+

good day, good mood

today is a good good day for me...
i slept at 9 something yesterday night...
mom thought that im sick...
in fact,
no...
im so so so tired with no reason...
keep sleeping until today morning...
wow...
after form3 or form 4 until now,
i haven't sleep so early before...
xD
tomorrow going back to penang,
just hope that i can reach butterworth on time just for my to-v...
im so so so miss him...
2 weeks more i did not see him already,
hope he still remember me...
=]

mission complete...

bingo~!
mission complete...
curious about what is my so called "impossible things"?
ya...
i make it this evening...
which is pierce my tongue...

this is my teenage dream...
=]
and wait a minute,
doesn't means that every one who full of pierced ears,
or pierce somewhere special like lips, nose or tongue is bad girl or bad guy...
i'm not~! ok?
this is just a normal things for me as long as that is not too excessive...~!
since form 1 my tongue's hole is "close',
i miss it until now....
=]
never thought that i can become so brave,
walk into the shop and ask for tongue piercing...
tongue piercing processes:
first of all,
i walk into the shop which name Beadzone,
a salesgirl who name Yuki very friendly,
erm ya...
friendly...>.<
ask for my mobile phone number,
and ya,
i give her...
she said when she is free,
can she contact me?
oh...
i said YES....
x]
never meet such people before...
awhhh...
you are too friendly,
and i'm a bit scared....
xD
choosing my favourite tongue's ring.
walk in and sit down...
im scare,
but no point,
i already step into the room...
at the moment,
i think of what Darbing said,
"i don't like"
T^T
feel so sorry to him...
and when the person poke in the ring,
my tear drop....
is like~" holy shit~!"
why am i doing this Fu*king things...
hahaha~!
is PAIN~
lol...
and my tongue keep bleeding...
=[
but this condition did not carry  for long time after i ate green tea ice-cream...
=D
quickly search for it and stop my bleeding...
now my tongue no more pain...
it become normal,
but my pronunciation  a bit weird...
i think should be ok after 3 days...=)
*hope*
if not i have to take it away...
i still remember what reason makes me go for tongue piercing...
is a song name "too lost in you" by sugababes...
the main singer who call mutya,
awhh~
her tongue pierced is so pretty and amazed me...
here you go,
click and watch the video...^^

Last,
sorry Darbing,
i really feel so sorry to you...
i mean it...
sorry...

something impossible

tomorrow im gonna to do something impossible again...
is not about blood donation.
something that Darbing would not allow,
my parent do not like,
and my friends will feel amazing.
i will not write it here if im fail to do so...
sorry to Darbing,
though you are not allow,
but i still feel that,
if i did not do it,
i will regret for whole of my life.
just let me try it...
and maybe,
i do not like it,
i'll take it away,
then it was done...
i will not carry on anymore...
=]
just a try...
^^

betta die...=[

first of all,
i need to say : Rest in peace to my betta
owhhh...
he is gone...
=[
i thought i can save his life by always changing the fresh and clean water for him...
but unfortunately,
he was dead...
im so down...
T^T
any idea, why?
i will not buy other betta anymore...
betta is like goldfish,
so hard to rear...
>.<"
no matter what i do,
no matter how many times i change the water for them,
no use...
it still leave me without any reason...
T___T
bad fishy...
by the way,
we going to The Carnival Water Park on next Wednesday...
=D
haha~!
enjoy Darbing last holiday before he going to his training...
=]
again,
we want play play play and PLAY...
so bad luck we cannot go Sunway Lagoon and Genting with Peiwen them...
no $$$
+(
i need lotsa $$$$ seriously...
hmmm~
one thing i had found out recently,
im a fresh tea and each a cup maniac,
every time i go for it,
i will order my favourite drink- Green milk tea...
or in other way to said that,
im a green milk tea maniac...
=P
feel like cannot live without them...
xD
till here then...
rushing to toilet...
im so....
@.@
need toilet now~!
bye~!

finish exam

wow~!
finished exam ady....
the exam is like....
woah~
>.<
easy...
but im losing 6 marks in the paper.
=[
haha~!
is ok then,
i still can get 80++ marks ...
^^
after come out from the exam,
what appear on my mind is,
"what should i do the next?"
hmmm....
cant explain the feeling...
after that,
we go to CTY again...
xD
we all just like a CTY- maniac...
no point,
i <3 animals....
=D
hiak hiak~
i <3 the golden,
i <3 the fishy~
:D
well,
they still having exam 2morrow,
so we go back early...
continue to play my new version of Super Mario...~!
x]

CTy day

just came back from steam-boat...
argh~
im super duper full now...
>.<
before that,
heading to CTY,
haha`~
guess what,
i bought fish again...
abino red nose fish, tetra, and the ...err...dont know what the fish name,
but they are cute....
<3 <3
^^
now my fish tank is full of my lovely fish....
i love them so much....
=]
aaron plan to buy the lop ear rabbit...
awhhh~
but unfortunately,
they going to training soon and nobody can take care the rabbit,
so he give up the idea...
exam is around the corner,
and i dont even touch the book yet....
T.T
die soon.....

clubbing night

woo~
i cant believe that i go for clubbing last night...
is a sudden decision...
xD
due to too many people in Voodoo and the Mois is still under renovation,
we go to One Club...
when we go in,
is like.....
Holy Sh*t....
no people at all...
>.<
at that moment,
ahpeng and me really DOwn, DoWn , DoWN~
we cannot dance and shout...
argh~!!!
but....
never mind la,
Darbing said will go again on next 2 weeks...
haha
^^
well,
we still staying at there until around 2 something...
=X
so bored...
the 2nd times i feel the club is SO SO bored....
=[
i miss the moment we all clubbing together.
i miss the moment i clubbing every week....
xD
hmmm....
is all over now...
and i promise myself that i wont club every week like b4...
=D

job

this is my last sem,

and im gonna finish this sem soon...

what am i going to do?

im confused...

hotel? 

can i say No to hotel job?

is kinda tired....

rotate shift....

how if the shift no need to rotate?

i think i would rather work at hotel for rest of my life...

this few days,

im looking for a good job...

i know i can find it slowly,

but i don't want to miss any good chance and let go a good job.

something appear in my mind...

is time for me to earn money.

-for support my family,

-ensure that my mom can visit to other countries twice in a year.

-for support my brother in his education life

-for me, myself

i have a dream...

which is,

i hope i can buy anythings i want and without look at the price tag~

xD

just take whatever i like,

then straight away walk to counter and pay for it....

=]

hahaha~

life good if i can behave like that...

x]

no matter how...

10 years for me to fight for my work/ job

after 10 years,

marriage life...

hahaha...

take care my own children as my job...

=]

hope u understANd

如果在你忙的时候捣乱也好。
在你想要睡觉的时候任性的拖你起来陪我聊天也好。
在我明知自己讲错了一句话都死活坚持自己是对的也好。
你都只会笑笑的顺着我说「是是是」和「好好好」。 　

你可以无奈的笑。
可以温柔的摸着我脑袋说「真是拿你没办法 没辙没辙的」。
然后任由我抢走你的工作资料不给你看。
要你陪我看电视。
或是在你最困的时候都用力的用手指撑起你睡眼惺忪的眼睛要你陪我讲讲话。
你都不会嫌我烦嫌我讨厌。
只会用指尖戳戳我因为小小的赌气而鼓起的脸庞，说，「好好好，陪你啦」。 　

那样的话，我就会乖。
会心甘情愿的让你休息或者工作。
不吵不闹然后安静围观。
或许可能还是会不安分的在你周围上蹿下跳还有翻椅爬桌。
但是绝对不会再捣乱。

因为有时候，我想要的，只是你的一点心甘情愿的宠溺。
只要我感觉到了那份心意，就会很满足了。


你可以看穿我的逞强。
你可不可以保护我的脆弱。

不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人。
不要在我笑笑的不说话的时候就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过。
不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到。

我希望你会在我的眼泪掉下以前就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。
然后轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看。

我希望你会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我。
然后说 你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。

我希望你会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在你的肩膀上。
然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你 你都还有我。


我要嫁的那个人
♥ 不一定要是高高瘦瘦的。但是一定要干干净净。
♥ 不一定要会甜言蜜语。但是一定要有好的脾气。
♥ 不一定要帅气又多金。但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心。
♥ 一定会从我们牵手那刻起。对我说 :''宝贝从今天起。我们有福同享有难我当。''
♥ 一定要霸道些。他会对我说:''宝贝我认定你了就赖你了你就是我一个人的我不许别人走近你。''　
♥ 一定会支持我减肥。却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的。然后说:''宝贝吃吧。不管你多胖我都要你。 ''
♥ 一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手。对我说:''宝贝要跟我走。''
♥ 一定会明白老婆是用来疼的。而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务。
♥ 一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着。然后逗我说:''宝贝你生气的样子好丑。 ''
♥ 一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪。然后告诉我:''宝贝乖。不哭。有我在呢。''
♥ 一定会在我累的时候。伸出手臂。很心疼的说宝贝抱抱
♥ 一定会在睡觉前跟我说:''宝贝你要早点睡觉。晚安。''　
♥ 一定会把我带回家。对他妈说:''看。这是我给你找的儿媳妇。''然后对我说:''这是咱妈。''
♥ 一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子。顶着一片湛蓝的天。笑着对我说''宝贝我们该有个家了''

pet pet...=)

=]
today is a happy day for me...
^^
haha~'
6 of us went to CTY yesterday.
*jiayi, peiwen, soofong, jason, Darbing and me*
guess what,
i buy 20++ neon tetra fish...
woah~
they look brilliant under the LED light...
<3 <3
*fishy fishy~*
i love CTY's fish so muchxx~
but i spend too much for it...
>.<"
jason, Darbing and soofong bought the red ear turtles...
xD
haha~
is cute when saw them swimming inside the fish tank...
im so in love with rearing all these fish...
sometime when im unhappy, confuse or something i cant make it understand,
i will look at them,
then i feel relax...
they makes my mind clear.
settle and handle what i cannot do.
=)
thanks to fishy fishy~
^3^
after CTY,
we going to US pizza having our dinner...
:]
*yummmy*~
once back to hostel,
we quickly move and clear all the things.
put the new buy fish tank on the table.
this tank is specially for the Snake San...
+.+
jason, Darbing and aaron beloved...
-,- *faint*
i hate snake though..
but i will try communicate with him, and accept him...
x]
now,
our hostel is just like an aquarium...
my so call "marine life"~
=]
we have snake, betta fish, neon tetra fish, and turtles...
but before this,
we still have the puppy name V-to...
but now...
haiz...
never mind,
i still have fishy fishy~
^^
im pisces,
thats why i like fish so much...
=3
oh ya,
i will save some money to buy another small fish tank,
is for saltwater fish...
hiak hiak hiak...
i plan to rear the small Nemo and Dolly~
*i just know the name from Finding Nemo, the actual name not really know* =X
wakakakaka~
and i hope i can get it as soon as possible.
=D

 the big tank for Snake San....  :X

 haha...Darbing's turtle,- tuo pui *fatty*, i name it...

 my fish tank...=] neon tetra fish...

secondary school memories

due to nothing to do,
so i clean my room yesterday...
i found my memories again...
=]
is my secondary school photos, magazines and even my diary...
haha...
when i read my diary,
i feel shame...
how childish am i at that time...
plan to bring this diary back to penang for "someone" to read,
xD
he sure laugh at me...
the precious photos...
4 of us...
awhhh~
i miss the moment so much.
my secondary school life keep shine and colourful because of them...
they brought me a lot of fun...
-we tuition together
-we scolded by the teacher together
-we make fun of people together
-we eat, sleep, play together,
whatever we do,
we are TOGETHER...
this is my “sworn followers”...
=]
we have owned school life with each others...
till now,
i still never forget them...my friends.
i love you...
how are you,
-5B classmate?
-5A classmate?
-sinyin
-shean wei
-zi xuan
-chunxian
-disted HBM coursemate?
^^
no matter how,
i miss you all...

year 2007, Sport Practicing Day











my memories....=) *diary and photo album*

hometown =]

back to hometown this morning...
=]
back with ahpeng...
xD
today journey wont be bored,
as ahpeng and me always laugh at people..
x)
haha~
we chit-chat,
laughing inside the car...
on the contrary,
the first time i feel that the journey back to home can be so short while someone is accompany me.
bad news i know recently,
-a part of my hometown is flooding....
i hope this condition is under control...
though i love raining day,
but i hope is not now,
not in this condition.
mom said this incident will getting serious...
@.@
please no more flood...
i wish......
oh ya...
ah peng and me talk about last year.
haha..
last year 30 OCT,-holloween
what had happened and now...
is 5 Nov 2010
how fast the time pass by...
but for us,
it just like yesterday...
because what actually happened,
we still remember.
is vivid...
:)
i appreciate what im having now...
SATISFIED...
^^

and i LOVE the one who mean a lot to me...-Darbing

haha~new blog skin...

feel good about this blog template,
isn't it?
haha~
i spend the whole morning to design it...
=]
6 hours...
i like it muchxx
=)
the font,
the page,
and the background music too...
^^
by the way,
yesterday visit to GSC cinema for movie.
" life as we know it "
is a comedy movie,
*for me*
huahaha...
is really funny and nice~!
movie review:
-nice
-love the baby girl who name Sophie *she is cute*
-interesting love story
-*recommended*
until the end of the movie,
the couple celebrate their 1st year anniversary,
just like me and Darbing,
hahaha~!
such a coincidence...
after movie,
is dinner time...
god father again...
>.<"
after back to hostel,
bad mood turn on,
quarrel with him because of an UNIMPORTANT people.
i hate people lying on me,
and there is a secret hide from me almost 1 year.
instantly,
i found myself really very stupid,
the unwillingness keep growing and growing.
until i "explode"~!
yes,
i know i hate the people in that moment!!!
he/she grabbed my everything when i'm weak.
YOU OUGHT TO BE ASHAMED.
forever, i remember the pain in my heart,
forever, i remember how hard i try to comfort myself in my way
forever, i remember i give myself so much of excuse to forgive the people.
forever, i remember how they betray me
forever, i remember how i force myself not to think of it
is a scar in my heart that will never ever recover.
as i said, FOREVER, i remember...
i drunk wine,
though i know i'm sensitive to alcohol.
but,
it will cure my grieved.
so...who care?
again,
i calm down by keep telling myself, "is all over now, and it might be ok~!"

 " Life As We Know It"

1st year anniversary

guess what,
today is our 1st year anniversary...
^^
and we having our celebration by going to redbox last night...
=]
haha~
specially thanks to peiwen, jiayi, jessrine, aaron, jason, andrew and Darbing~!
we make a lot of fun at there...
haha~
the very first time i hear aaron and jason sing,
their sound like...
urrhhhh.....
don't know what word can use to describe them...
xD
well,
run out my sound with shouting at every song...
duet with darbing also...
=DDD
Darbing,
the song- 很想说 is dedicated to you...
“很想说有你是幸福的，很想说我的心是你的”
i love to sing " need you now" with you...
i need you every moment, everyday...
=3
beside sing-song,
i found that the redbox buffet dinner not bad..
haha~
we took a lot of dessert...~!
*excellen-te~*
still not feel very satisfaction,
because we just sing for 3 hours only.
1 1/2 hours is for eating...
hmmm....
+.+"
is ok,
i think we will have another chance to go next time.
=）
after Redbox,
thought want to go Penang Bowl for bowling,
but there is a tournament,
so is full and we are not allow to go in.
fine then,
andrew suggest to Midland's bowl.
unfortunately,
is CLOSE.DOWN.
>.<"
*bad luck lorrrr~~~*
xD
hmmm~
is time for us to go back...
10 something...
haha~
here it come...
Darbing give me a pleasantly surprised~!
x)
he give me a Doraemon for our anniversary present...
=)
i LOVE it so muchhhXXxx...
this is unexpected...
i love this doraemon since i saw it in S&J,
but is too costly for me,
i don't willing to buy it...
hahah~
and now...
i get it~!
thanks Darbing....
ya...
when i'm on my way to give him his present,
he show me another present again.
woah...
is a GUESS watch...
@_@
*surprising*
i get 2 presents in 1st year anniversary...
hohoho~
thanks again...
i need a watch...
=]
so that i can wish him every festival in early 5 minutes...
^^
Ｉ　ＬＯＶＥ　ＹＯＵ

within this 1 year, im very happy, i love u, Darbing

 dessert in redbox...delicious...=)

 present 1, doraemon *appetizer*

 present 2: Guess watch... *the main course* =]

the Love shape jelly i prepare for him...^^

1st of nov 2010

is 1st of november...
woah~
time really flies...
2 more days is our 1st year ANNIVERSARY...
=]
last year at this time,
we are still sms-ing,
the relationship between us still confuse...
hahaha...
cecilia, me, and him.
no offend,
just want to recall what had happen and verify that TIME really passes in a moment.
-she doubt me
-i down
-she unhappy,
-i sad
-she sms-ing with him
-i keep mum
hahahaha~
but is all over.
and the LOVE STORY between us is this blog.
=)
whatever had happened,
is all inside the blog.
=P
almost 4get to mention our DUMPLING...
xD
is quite success,
but the amount of the dumpling,
is too much...
terrible..
 i make the chocolate dumpling...
hmmm~~
deli-cious....
<3 <3
MY LOVE。。。
because of left too much,
we move the whole pot of dumpling to jiayi & peiwen's hostel...
hahahahaha~
*aaron idea*
after all those work,
i said to Darbing "next time we better go to buy instead of making by ourselves..."
xD
is more easy and i can it whenever i want.
hohoho~!