bothering~!

so much of things and incident happened these two weeks...
but i had most of my happy and joyful time with my family!
we had a gathering at last week, stay at Genting Highland...
i get to see my 3 little monsters =D
but i received a bad bad new at the next morning...
my best friend's mom die,
and the murderer is her dad!
so whats the world running now?
is a tragedy!
my mood turn down to worry + upset
i wish i can back from there as soon as possible,
but i know i couldn't
i still want my time with my family...
due to some private & confidential,
i wouldn't talk or write much at here,
as i respect the deceased ~
now something is bothering me again.
i thought i already make up my mind,
but once mom talk about it,
my decision start to swing again~
job? location????
seriously,
i hate to answer this two questions!
i hate the others' suggestion or comments
i don't need any others comment to make my decision swinging in the air!
wth....

*END*

shitty Valentine

finally the Valentine Day is OVER
you will never know how shitty is my Valentine Day,
i rather sit at home and is better than i hanging out together with a "BUSINESSMAN"
our Valentine activity is JUST go for movie,
and the MOST sad thing is,
the movie we watch is the movie that i wish to watch 3 weeks before...
seee.....how terrible is my Valentine!
have a walk inside the mall,
you will never know how jealous am i when i see those men/ boyfriends/ husband accompany their women/ girlfriends/ wife with a smile on their face!
this is a simple Valentine for them,
but for me?
everything RUSH
RUSH RUSH RUSH & RUSH
even though he is still walk with me,
but please~~ "la",
don't show your impatient~
i HATE that,
and i DON'T need that, seriously...
as i told you,
i can pass my Valentine Day with sitting at home,
hanging out alone or whatsoever~
at least i wouldn't speed up myself!
telling me that you want to continue to editing your video or assignment,
so, thats not my problem,
you should expect the unexpected,
don't you know that 14th FEB is Valentine Day?
it stated at the Calender few centuries ago~
maybe is my fault or my problem to telling you that i don't need any gift or flower,
i JUST want to watch the movie i hunger for so long time~
and you JUST follow what i said,
that's why our Valentine activity is just go for movie
never mind,
-next time i will tell you that i want to have our meal together, and JUST us
-next time i will tell you that you must at least accompany me to have a walk inside the mall for at least 5 hours, since after i work in g hotel, i never go and shop again in the mall as i got no time at all!
-next time i will tell you that save money 1 month before Valentine so that you have no chance to tell me you got no money to celebrate our Valentine (i know the money is at TACKLE)
and last,(i don't need any Valentine gift or flower as i think this is just wasted money, you can give me the gift any day like before when you shop, you see, you think i like it, so you buy and give me any day, this is surprise. I don't need any Valentine flower, since i consider that buying flower is too NORMAL, flower wither and fall easily.
what i NEED is your TIME
the most simple thing but you couldn't make it,
how sad~
give your TIME to other's video and your own assignment
LoL
i don't give a damn on you...=D
peace!

Happy Valentine Day

great one!
my backbone pain like hell...
other than this,
thigh, leg and face too!
wanna know the reason why?
>.<
i fell down and my backbone hit the stone on the beach!
sucha terrible!!!
i keep telling myself,
is not pain at all...
but at the end,
felt like want to slap myself...
because is pain!
too pain....
so...what...
i don't care~
LoL
i don't have pain receptor...
awhh~
you can see that im trying to convince myself again...
>.<
tomorrow is Valentine Day,
so wish that all the couple could be together forever,
and last,
Valentine Day is like nothing relate to me though i have my man...+.+

你们想和我一样吗？拿出勇气来！减肥不再是难题

今天早上跟瘦人一起去吃早餐 （瘦人是我男人啦 xD)
到了吃早餐的地点，
卖面阿姨看到我就说“你为什么瘦成这样？？太过瘦了！！”
刹那间
我在想60kg对一个女生来说是瘦的吗？
不管了，
当下爽到飘飘然了~
*飞~飞~飞~*
瘦人把我叫回来
唤醒我了！
问我吃些什么。。。
由于我是卖面阿姨的常客
所以她都认得我
在等待的期间
阿姨一直说“你真的是太瘦了，不要再减了”
我把头低下去，
看了看自己的肚子
我的天。。。
那嫩嫩的猪油肚子还在，
那瘦不回的强壮手臂还在，
那水桶般的大腿还在！
哪算得上“很瘦”啊~阿姨。。。
但是呢，
不瞒也不谦虚的说，
我确实是瘦了，
只是没有阿姨说的“太瘦了”
想看看减肥后的我是怎样的吗？
请往下拉~~~~~









哒啦~！！！以下是瘦了以后的我！（红圈里的哦！）

才不是呢！！哈哈！那是减肥前的我~
（是不是有鼓勇气想打死我呢？）:P


那想不想看现在的我呀？
剪了短发，
因为发量超多的。。。
现在的天气太热了，
所以忍心的剪了~

想看吗？
来~
（注：不是要你们批评样貌，而是看看我是否成功减肥了）

来，继续往下拉~

怎么样？
正不正呀~？ \(^o^)/~
（原谅我有少些自恋）
毕竟减肥成功不是一件容易的事情，
我丢了整整16kg
我放弃了我爱的米饭，淀粉类以及香脆可口的煎炸类食物

为了减肥你们肯放弃这些吗？
我可以做到，
你们为何不能？
还不赶紧给自己一个机会
把耐力练一练

吃少少的苦可以换来昂贵的赞美，
这不值得吗？
还要带着那被人嘲笑的体重在自卑吗？
我不想要了，
那你们呢？

我还得要继续努力的减肥，
毕竟60kg还不是我理想的体重。
但在这之前先澄清一下，
本人169cm，
属于骨大型女生，
我比男生还要高大。
我想要的体重是55kg

对于其他女生来说她们或许还会认为55kg还是属肥胖型，
可是嘛~
本人觉得刚刚好就好~
才不会理会任何的意见
我爱瘦，
我想瘦，
但并不是瘦得不健康！
没有必要为了别人的三两句话来折腾自己吧？
哈哈！

所以呢，
若谁要是想要瘦呀，
可以问问我~
或许我还能提供一点点不重要的小意见和减肥方式
我很乐意教
我要全部人都减肥成功
美美的站在曾经嫌弃你们的人面前打转
让他们目瞪口呆是最得意的一件事情啊~~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦
事不宜迟，
任何想问的问吧！

通过email联络我哟~
v33ky_dora@hotmail.com

本人facebook
https://www.facebook.com/green.milkteas

祝你们成功！good luck`

再送一张总结的

希望妈会是我下一世的女儿

最后的决定还是在槟城找工

我知道妈很不舍得

妈希望我能留在这里

找工作

而且她也能每天看到我

她需要人陪， 这我理解

妈不是自私的想把我留在身边，

我懂妈的孤寂，

可我却体会不到这种感觉，

这种感觉将会是在我老的时候

跟妈现在一样

才能深深地体会到

我把时间卖给了事业

希望事业能换来妈的高枕无忧

能买自己喜欢的东西

能去自己想去的地方

如果可以的话

我想要妈当我下一世的女儿

好让我像今生的她一样照顾我们

无微不至

从我懂事以来

就认定她

她就是我应该报答的人

鲜少人懂我的性格

关心与爱一个人却不说出口

我要告诉你， 妈

我已忘了有多少次你从自己公积金户口提钱出来供我们读书

培育我们做个有用的人

不求回报

这些我看在眼里

可却没说声“谢谢” 

不懂从何开口

你唠叨的每一句话

表面上我显得不耐烦以及无奈

可我却一句一句地放在心上

对于你煮的食物

我挑三拣四

可却是我最爱吃的食物

对于一对与你一点关系也没有的子女

您却也能像对自己亲生的孩子一样看待

世上几人能办得到？

我们欠您的太多太多无法还

才会想到下一世我愿继续还

在您身上

我学了无数的人情味

如何待人

如何孝顺老了的长辈与家人

如何要用心向善

如何的不与那些斤斤计较的亲戚不计较

你我的脾气都属于暴躁

所以常常

我会顶撞您

可请相信我是无心的

那只是无法控制的情绪

您要的时间

我给不到您

可我答应您

即使以后我个有家庭也好

您不会是我能忘记的一位

永远永远都会把你带在身边

就犹如你当初待婆婆那一样

我把好多好多东西都留在家里

提醒自己

需要那些东西时

要回来家里拿

这样成为我一定要回来家里的理由

好让我没有不回来看您的懒惰借口

我很确定的是

今生您的恩我真的还不完

来不及还

若您享年100岁

那您还只剩下39年

不够

真的不够

谢谢您疼我们

我爱你 老妈~ =]

Happy Chinese New Year to all people!

omg~!!!
my last update was stuck at XXX *i don't know when*
is too long for me to neglected my blog...
again,
sorry dear!
working life is too busy,
and im too lazy to update my blog!
as u can see...
all layout is same with few months back ago~
LoL
i had resigned from g hotel as a receptionist,
well, for our hospitality course student is called front office assistant.
finally, leave the hell...
so did you think im happy now???
no...
im not happy at all...
i have to seek for a new job like a crazy mad lady!
everyday im looking into the newspaper,
try to search for at least one job which is suitable for me,
but i couldn't manage to get it.
whats wrong with me...
here is the problem again.
mom want me to stay at hometown,
so that i can accompany her always!
she said: "don't you want to stay at here and work at here? because after you married, you are not here with me anymore"
after i heard this,
feel like the tear just can't wait to roll down from my eyes!
i determined to find a job at my hometown on the spot,
but then after i analysed,
i changed my mind again...
im swinging between stay or not to stay.
if i stay at my hometown, i can
-live in the aircond room everyday which i don't need to suffer in the hot weather at the middle of the night and thats the reason why im insomia
-i can save the rental, electric, water and all the fees
-i can watch Astro! xD
-i can take a hot shower in a cold weather...which i wish to since i start my study life in penang.
-i can visit to my relative house as when i would like to visit anytime
but, if i stay at my hometown,
-the salary here is LOW
-no GSC cinema
-no CHATIME, FRESH TEA, LOHAS
-no FREEDOM
-can't get to see DARBING always
-no friends
-no life
wake up at 7am, sleep at 9pm
this is life in my hometown...
so what should i do???
shall i go for my career or parent?
shall i go for my own sweet time or suffer to get a better life?
anyone can tell me what should i do?
it ain't easy to solve the problem like what im having now!
is not funny though,
when im torturing by those problem,
and the people keep asking "why you're still in alor star?"
"why you not yet back to penang?"
"har? you resign already ar? then what you plan to do the next?"
"aiyo...not to worry la...you got a lot of money, can rest till you feel like want to continue working"
what the fuck...
i blessed you to have a "good" problem as i do...
xD
by the way,
have a good memory with the g hotel front office team,
except few of them...
i have to thanks a lot to Thaya, Ms. Juriah, Kakak Tini, Mr. Derick, Lester, and David.
they had give me a great chance to learn from them.
thanks for giving me all time support and help
i miss when there is only 1 FOA, 1 GSO, 1 GSM,
and we still can handle the 90++ arrival and 100++ departure
although is busy like hell,
but i take it as the best experience in my FO life
thanks for giving me the compliment "you're a fast learner, and very independent"
i never knew that i can impress most of you.
sorry if i bring trouble to you all while im in the reception,
especially Thaya...
thanks for helping me do all the refund!
much appreciated it!
and thanks for Ms. Juriah & Kakak Tini when the time i quarrel with the guest,
they always stand by me, support me...
thanks and thanks and thanks.
all the best to you all!
i will always remember and dare not to forget you all!
=)
and last,
recent me with short hair,

cheer all reader, and Gong Xi Fa Cai!!! huat huat huat ar!!!!!!