bothering~!

so much of things and incident happened these two weeks...
but i had most of my happy and joyful time with my family!
we had a gathering at last week, stay at Genting Highland...
i get to see my 3 little monsters =D
but i received a bad bad new at the next morning...
my best friend's mom die,
and the murderer is her dad!
so whats the world running now?
is a tragedy!
my mood turn down to worry + upset
i wish i can back from there as soon as possible,
but i know i couldn't
i still want my time with my family...
due to some private & confidential,
i wouldn't talk or write much at here,
as i respect the deceased ~
now something is bothering me again.
i thought i already make up my mind,
but once mom talk about it,
my decision start to swing again~
job? location????
seriously,
i hate to answer this two questions!
i hate the others' suggestion or comments
i don't need any others comment to make my decision swinging in the air!
wth....

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