李佳薇，你是马来西亚的光＝］

首先，
恭喜李佳薇荣获第七届星光大道冠军~！
你真的是太棒了。
去到国外，
为马来西亚人争光～！
你才是马来西亚的光。
＝］
我真的很佩服你．
我好喜欢你的歌声，
听出耳油。
好多次听了都很想感动的哭。
还好的是当初你在ｍａｌａｙｓｉａｎ　ｉｄｏｌ失败了，
还好的是你在ａｓｔｒｏ新秀失败了，
不然，
你也不会站上这次的国际舞台，
为大家高歌。
你不屈不饶的精神，
另我敬佩～！
＊致敬＊
想起以前，
我真的很爱唱歌，
５岁的我整天唱呀唱～
可慢慢的，
不再是我的兴趣，
连老师教的，
我全都忘了。。。
等到最近再想唱回歌的时候，
已是太迟了，
唱歌时我的声音沙哑了，
可能时常喊的事吧。。。
高音拉不上，低音下不了。。。
肺活量也变得不好。
拉上３秒钟已觉得到喘。
真后悔当初为什么不再坚持。
＝［
哈哈～算了，
都过去了。
ｘＤ
现在还是羡慕佳薇来得好些～！
满足下自己～

来看看什么是爆发力～！　李佳薇－回家

ladies'problem

cant sleep well yesterday night because of some problem...
+.+
if he is beside me,
he will buy a bar of chocolate for me as my pain killer...
=]
guess he know what is my problem..
suffer for the whole day~
=<
stop torturing me please...
haiz...
up till here first...
darbing, i love u 1314 <3

back to alor star

im back from penang again~
=]
the time when im less update my blog,
means im in penang...
^^
he is by my side,
that is no point for me to write my blog...
the purpose im writing this blog is for him to know how my life goes like without him...
although just came back from penang,
but i start missing him now,
and im not kidding....
so~~~ miss....
=[
i can understand how is peiwen feeling,
everytime meet with the lover,
then when the time to seperate,
is a sad thing...
i miss you darbing...
:-I
by the way,
just now step into darbing's house,
see the little to-V
ah~ha~!
grown up a little bit,
but still that naughty...
xD
i love you~!
don't simply bite things...
if not....
hiak hiak hiak~~!!!
the "yuck, bitter" is waiting for you~!
xP

i love you~!

arrest the dog abuser

in these 2 days,
most of the facebooker is discussing about the red poodle abused by a jerk case.
have you all see the video?
the pervert is totally cruel and abnormal~!
To Jerk,
cant you just teach the little puppy with carefully?
imagine if you're studying in the kindergarden,
when everything is start from zero,
you know nothing,
don't know what is writing and drawing,
rashly to be hit by the teacher because he/she had teach you one time and you still don't know how to do,
what would you feel?
does hitting and kicking this small little things make you looks like a man in front of your beloved one?
no matter the puppy is belongs or not belongs to you,
she is still a life~！
if not love them,
don't make it as your pet.
they probably rather rove than being abused by you!
you're trying to make their life become hard~!
don't put the high expectation on them as they are not a human being!
even human being also won't sitting down there quietly for you to abused~!
without fight back！
when i saw the video,
i felt very angry.
maybe,
im a dog lover...
just wish to do something that can help the poor puppy.
kindly click into this page,
救救可憐的小POODLE (變態虐待狂痛扁紅貴賓)
help the poor puppy if you know who the pervert are,
let him bear the consequences~!
here is the video,
and due to Youtube had deleted the video,
this is the other link from Apple Animation News,
变态狂，狂毆红贵宾 15分鐘

piss off

sis in law's father had discharged from the hospital today.
i feel sad for him because he had this kind of bad son...
his eldest son...
when sis in law told us what actually happened in the hospital,
mum and me get angry~!
yesterday was saturday,
all staff working for just only half day,
he live at butterworth,
but reach Alor Star at 7smtg...
is ok..
sis in law and her mother not blame on him...
he walk into the sickroom alone...
sis in law asking whether will he stay over night and take care for his OWN father?
he answered: harr??? dad still need someone to take care for over night? can't him just be alone???
he said all those things in front of his own father..
how sad is it...
sis in law told him that she cant make it because she still have 2 children need to take care, and she have no effort to carry her father solely...
the son behave like this,
is ok,
same to the daughter in law...
she don;t even get out from the car,
take a lift up to the room~!!!
why?
she is pantang larang...
rather to sit inside the car and not intend to visit to her father in law...
then what is the point they came all the way from butterworth to alor star???
mum tell sis in law ask her better don't sick,
because nobody will going to visit her ~!
there will be karma following them~
up to here,
close topic,
if not imma get angry again...
today,
i got nothing better to do,
so listen to new year songs..
haha~
new year coming soon~
<3 it
and Darbing have 9 days off....
well..
take a rest n relax~
i love u~^^

 haha~ the new year song list...

webcam-ing with darbing =]

get up very early in the morning...
oh my god~
feel very IMPATIENT in the whole day...
im not woke up automatically,
but woke up because of the noisance of my niece, nephew and my parent...
they talking in a way of HIGH volume...
cannot stand with it anymore,
that's why i woke up early~!
!@#$%
since woke up early,
so we plan to bring ah gong for the Dim-Sum.
unfortunately,
when we reach sis in law's house,
her father is sick,
and cannot stand up well...
kind of serious...
when we call him,
he is like blur blur,
unable to hear us and cant even answer us...
mum is asking sis in law to bring him to hospital...
so she did..
left mum and me bring ah gong , Alden & Abby going for the Dim-Sum.
after the diagnosis of doctor,
he state that,
there is stasis inside his brain and need to be operated...
how serious is it....
when i heard it,
i get shock...
maybe will going to Pinang or Kuala Lumpur for the surgery...
hope he get well soon...
by the way,
yesterday night Webcam-ing with Darbing~
hahaha~
=]
im so so so Happy that i can see him...
^^
but he is still the same,
like to tease me~!
huahaha~
but i like it
xD
hope he happy everyday and don't get sick...
:)

Great Day

finally,
i go to watched the Great Day...
=D
is nice~and touching~!
tear roll down from my eyes when i saw this movie...
we should be filial to our parent,
if not, who will?
*personal opinion*
-still feel that the Woohoo is better than Great Day...
many audience like Great Day,
but sis in law and me like the Woohoo~!
i just guess,
maybe many of them did not watch woohoo last year.
because Astro never make the advertisement at all...
unlike this year,
when there is advertising time,
sure will play some preview of Great Day...
i think this is why within 4 days,
they can sell more than 160 hundred thousand of ticket...
wow~!!!
My Astro +u
by the way,
im still watching the drama With You this few days... *我在你左右*
i thought is a dull and bored drama,
but when i watch it,
its very nice drama~!
the touching love between a ghost and his wife.
*recommended*
and now i had finished it,
the next drama im going to watch is 查某人.
singapore's drama,
3 housewives become detective...
funny isn't it?
hahaha~!
thats why i watch it~!
and i love detective story~
especially hong kong drama~
=D
almost 1 week i didnt saw him ady...
but still i miss him everyday~
=]
i love you darbing~!

movie's night

finally i saw him updated his blog ady~!
haha~!
kinda happy...
because i don't know how his recent life goes like...
i wont text him a message always cause im wondering that did i disturbing him ?
maybe the time i text him,
he is working?
or may be resting?
i don't know...
just don't want to disturb him and let him rest well...
=]
*hob-and-nob*
what im going to tell him everyday is I Miss You,
yes, I miss u I miss YOU i miss YOU and I MISS U
^^
yesterday night going movie with sis in law,
when we standing at the ticket selling counter,
the notice board is showing that "great day" is selling fast,
...
omg...
just left the front row only,
so~
means that~
we cant watch the movie,
sis in law decide to buy today ticket,
same time, -9.30pm
=D
i really hope that i can watch this movie within this week~!
so many time i missed this movie.
and im not gonna to miss it,
i want to watch it tonight~!
huahahahaha~!!!
xD
after bought the ticket,
we walk around the mall...
sis in law had buy some hair accessories.
and we plan to go butterworth and penang for shopping...
we're too sad because we cant watch the movie,
so we buy 2 box of ice creams, the chocolate & vanilla rashberry flavour~!
ngiak ngiak~
after went back home,
mom not yet go to bed,
so we sit down and chit chat,
drinking the Heineken.
talk about MY LOVE, the one that i do not like most, and some of our relatives...
is enjoying and relaxing...
its been awhile that we did not behave like this.
because everytime i come back home,
i'll straight away go into my room,
turn on my lappie,
and thats all...
i past my time with watching the PPS drama,,,
=[
im wrong...
i should spent my time to communicate with my family members...
because start from yesterday,
i found that, is FUN....
and 3 of us laugh like,,,nobody business~
xD
hmmm~
stop here~
last but not least,
the last time,
Darbing, I love u
<3

darbing

回到家中虽然好，
但是心里却是牵挂着那一个人。
哈哈。。
对啦，
就是他，就是他~
闷着一整天，
我会回味他对我做的总总一切。
第一次的感动是他在hard rock工作时，
拿了一个装卫生巾用的纸袋给我，
说这样比较方便我。
虽他不懂那是什么，
虽我用不上那东西，
可却是第一次的感动。。
想想，
男生耶~
怎么会做这样的事情？
哈哈~
很吃惊下~
没有他的这几天，
怪怪的，
没人说我肥得像头猪，
我也不能说那一句“不要讲我肥！”
真的很不惯。
原来他已是我生活中的一部分了。
没了他，
就像少了什么似的。。
这几天他过得好不好呀？
每天没人烧开水还习惯吗？
每人没人在身边一直“ darbing darbing"是不是很宁静呢？
每天没人婆妈是不是很清幽呢？
我很不习惯没得"darbing darbing"呢~！
我不习惯没人帮我挖耳朵。
在此慎重的告诉你，
我想你，
我爱你~！
我不能没有你~！
=]

原来你的照片在我电脑和电话里是如此出乎意料的少。用这张吧 ~！：）

the Nissan Group salesman

too bad, yesterday night sis in law and me did not go for movie.
we going to Beach Cafe to meet up her friends and have a drink.
11smtg we reach there,
luckily i'll been there before...
the instruction giving by her friend is so blur~
@.@
is a group of salesman...
a job offer by them again,
the boss ask me whether interesting in selling car?
he and other him give me their name card.
sorry,
i think i would like to start my career in Penang.
they looks so desperate...
asking the server from the cafe to become a salesperson too~
xD
they come from Nissan company~!
kind + nice + talkactive~!
*is a salesman's attitude towards a guest*
ahahaha~
sitting at there feeding the stupid mosquitoes~!!
i hate them, seriously~!!!
>.<
though i drink a lot of wine and beer,
but im not drunk.
i still can driving car back to home.
unlike sis in law,
hahahaha~!!
she is drunk and singing while sitting beside me...
+.+
is not a good idea to sing when she is drunk...
so~~~yuck~~~~~!!!!!!
*erm, hope u all know what i mean~xD*
before i sleep,
i think about him,
and i miss him a lot~
=]
i miss u darbing,
really Very Miss u
you know that,
i'll always miss you when u r not around me...

Shanghai?

im home now~
=D
home really sweet home~
^^
sister in law, and the 3 children are there~
hmmm~
though they are very noisy,
but i like it~!
i love them
=]
sister in law had told me something,
she tell mom that her boss had transfered from Singapore to Shanghai Mercedes branch~
except that,
he still carry some share in many ongoing construction.
means that,
he had offer a job to sister in law,
but due to she need to take care her children,
so she suggest the job for me...
is a hard time for me to do the decision...
mom wish me to go there,
she said this is a good chance for me to develop my career at there...
if i go there for work,
i no need to worry about the accommodation and transport problems...
sis in law said that,
the company include all the things...
in honest,
im not willing to go,
and when they suggest this to me,
my lover had appear in my mind~
:]
Darbing~^3^
he is more important.
*for me*
so i just ignore what sis in law and mom suggest to me
=D
is ok~
i think i can develop my career in Malaysia too...
well well well~
later going movie with sis in law~!
haha~!
midnight show~
"Great Day"
we're coming~!

last date~ going back hometown

just came back from Gurney Plaza~
=]
today is his off day,
so we hang out and have a date~
^^
he is going to seek for his New Year cloth,
and finally,
he did bought 2 shirts and 1 pants~
kakakaxxx~
after buying the New Year cloths,
we going for movie~!
=D
Gulliver Travels~
*if not mistaken, i think the name is spelled like this~xD*
not bad and nice movie~!
ahahahaha~!
laugh until my tears almost drop down~
unfortunately,
i thought i can watch "Great Day" in the same day,
but Darbing not interesting in this movie,
so i just kept it,
maybe i can watch it with my brother after i go back to my hometown at tomorrow...
hmmM~
i want to watch this movie,
is a MUST~
=D
today is the last day we go out together,
cause after that im going back to my hometown for celebrating the Chinese New Year~
i will be back after the CNY..
is such a long time that we cant meet with each others...
=D
i'll miss you Darbing~
before i ended up this post,
what had i told you just now,
i should told you in the earlier,
hope that you wont feel hurt,
just that,
i cant stand it anymore~
:]
for you,
it might be a small case or small little tiny things,
but for me,
i care,
and i mind it~
if anything i said and i hurt you,
Sorry~
im not meant to~

心肝宝贝

recently, LOVE this song so much...
below is the lyric,
so sweet~ ^^
i want to dedicated this lyric to Darbing,
=]

天是那么大 人是那么多
偏偏让我遇见你
你是那么真 你是那么好
我曾怀疑我在做梦
不再一个人 心事有人听
漫漫长夜在一起
和你数着星 海边迎着风
只要有你我就安心
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到无路可退
这一辈子都不后悔
陪你上山下海
陪你黑夜白天
快乐伤悲亦都无所谓
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到掏心掏肺
希望你也真心相对
我要为你干杯 我要为你喝醉
因为你是我的宝贝
天是那么大 人是那么多
偏偏让我遇见你
你是那么真 你是那么好
我曾怀疑我在做梦
不再一个人 心事有人听
漫漫长夜在一起
和你数着星 海边迎着风
只要有你我就安心
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到无路可退
这一辈子都不后悔
陪你上山下海
陪你黑夜白天
快乐伤悲都无所谓
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到掏心掏肺
希望你也真心相对
我要为你干杯 我要为你喝醉
因为你是我的宝贝
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到无路可退
这一辈子都不后悔
陪你上山下海
陪你黑夜白天
快乐伤悲都无所谓
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到掏心掏肺
希望你也真心相对
我要为你干杯 我要为你喝醉
因为你是我的宝贝
我要为你干杯 我要为你喝醉
因为你是我的宝贝

this song is from the movie- 龙凤店 act by Richie Ren & 大S
niceeee movie :]

21st years old

im so free this few days~
=]
so,
is movie marathon's time...
^^
i had miss so much of movies after i go to work~
but i finish it in this few days~
haha~!
just now saw Hazel birthday party's photos,
wow~
she is so gorgeous on that day.
nice birthday cake as well~
*envy envy*
wonder how am i going to celebrate my 21st years old birthday...
wonder who will accompany and celebrate with me on that day...
because now everyone seems like planning how to celebrate their 21st years old birthday...
villy want to have a birthday party at her house.
awhhh~
*envy eh neh~*
then me?
i have NO planning and NO ideas at all...
what i hunger for is a CAKE~
wao~
cake...
a real and tasty cheese birthday cake~!
^_^
i never having a birthday party before so i don't know how the feel like...
xD
k,
stop here and continue my movies~
i love you all~^^ and Darbing too

photo taken by today~=] , 2011 look, new hair colour

can i have this cake when there is my birthday? =] pls~~

=D

just came back from Butterworth~!
^^
haha~
go to visit my little to-v
he had grown up a little bit more...
when he saw us,
he run toward us and show that he very happy~!
awhh~
im so miss him~
<3
in the evening,
we bring him to the garden~
play with him and run everywhere...
phew~
so tired...
but i'm happy
=]
tomorrow going for movie with Darbing- The warrior of vampire~
^.^
waiting for it...
stop here~
tata~~

new hair colour~

ahaha~
home sweet home...
this morning slept until 11smtg only i woke up~!
i love my bed~
dear bed,
how i wish i could bring you along together with me to everywhere~
=]
mom make steamboat today~
awhh~
steamboat again~
>.<
but is done by mom,
im ok~!
i love her cuisine anyway~
today is in good mood.
new year,
new hair colour...
i had changed my hair colour...
i like this colour,
though a little bit too bright for me...
xD
i mix it with 2 colours~
haha~!
<3 <3
not bad i think~
erm~
this whole day,
im missing someone~
someone that i did not hug him for only 1 day,
someone that i did not kiss his face for just 1 day~
i miss him like crazy...
i LoVe u, Darbing~!

1st of Jan 2011

2011.01.01
consider as 1111
=]
woah~
good number~
^^
i'm at hometown now~!
weehee~!!
*happy*
today is my dad and 3rd bro birthday~!
happy birthday to them~<3
i give them my wish as present,
because i don't know what should i buy for them~
*sigh*
they get what their need and want,
except for my precious WISH~
xD
*skip this*
=D
about my new year eve,
wow~!
never thought that i can be so crazy and playful~
celebrate in hotel together with all the foreigner and working staff.
12:00a.m,
we shout, we play, we laugh, and even touching until cry,
of course the one who cry is not me,
but my supervisor- Kak Ina~
the firework,
so nice~ i like it....
we make up a long long long train,
which is we put our hand on each other shoulder,
then continue to invite more people to join our train~
those foreigner are so nice and friendly...
so happy to meet them...
opps~
almost forgot the japanese uncle~
hahaha~
he is so cute~
urgh....
he tied 3 ballons on my hair,
and waimun too...
both of us are so eyes-catching after this "decoration"yet i love it
hahaha~!
yesterday night was full of happy memories...
the moment when i play with the guests,
the moment when we saw the firework together,
the moment when we clear all the things,
the moment when we said bye bye to Tarc college students, *sad*
the moment when we take the salary,
the moment when we all are very tired but still want to take pictures as memorial...
is all inside my brain now...
it had converted into my memory...
=]
i feel so glad to meet up you all~
^_^
is my last day in Sarkies Corner..
bye bye to all the staff~
All the best...
finish work at 3a.m,
reach hostel at 4a.m
-.-Zzzz
i'm tired~