wish to have a new life in 2011

today is 31st December~
is the last day of 2010...
a little bit of unwilling...
=[
but we have to look ahead...
maybe,
2011 will be more better?
said Yes to myself...
^^
my mission, vision, and goal...
=D
i hope to have a successful life in future...
and 2011, 2012, 2013.....blah blah blah~
i will still <3 him~
xD
today is a busy day....
gosh~'
i think we all have to work over time~
will going to work at 12pm
!@#$
*lazy*
but 2 more days to go,
then i will be free~
^.^
what should i said?
they offer me a permanent staff at there,
should i go for it?
they offer me to work as cashier at the cafe,
should i go for it?
>.<"
but i really not interesting in hotel life...~
duhh~
just take this as consideration...
till here then,
prepare for later work~
bye bye~

highly regard

2011 is coming soon~!!!
>.<
21 years old soon...
good thing?
bad thing?
don't know yet...
3 days more...
then i will fly like a G-6~!
=D
maybe will extend my working day,
hahaha~!!!
yesterday praised by the manager~!
^^
so happy~!
first time I regard highly by the Outlet~
anyone there does not appreciate what we had done to them,
but finally,
the manager saw it,
the supervisor, Kak Ina saw it...
im so so so happy~!
yesterday was in good mood though the guests really piss me off.
one word,
they eat like a PIG...
drink like a BULL...
=P
an indian female guest:" hello excuse me, warm water pls~! HELLO excuse me, warm water pls~! hello excuse me, warm water pls~!!!!"
lol,
funny right?
im not deaf,
first time she asking for it,
i answer her, "yes"
keep on repeating the same thing,
and finally i said, " I know~!!!" with a  high volume of my voice.
now she keep her mouth shut~!
xD
im not bringing her a warm water but hot water...
when i pour into her glass,
her colleagues is like "oh my god, what she trying to do? this is hot water"
haha~!
i can read their mind through their facial expression.
well,
just to scare her,
i pour the half glass of hot water,
then pour another half of cold water into her glassware~
im not rude,
just she trying to piss me off~!
this is why i do this to her~
xD
before i back,
Kak Ina asking me why don't i become a permanent staff at there,
i said sorry, im not interesting in hotel life...
hmm~
she looks like very disappointed then...
but really sorry..
i really don't feel like im suitable in the hotel life...
this is what i can said...

christmas is over

Merry christmas to everyone~!
wooootttts~
is over..
this year christmas was so dull...
did not celebrate with him,
just work through it...
i buy him a present,
which is Body Glove wallet,
i saw his wallet,
hmm...
is time to changed a new one,
thats why i buy him a wallet.
and what should i present him on his birthday?
is already in my mind.
oh ya,
make him a video also...
but he not yet see...
no time?
*i don't know...*
 maybe he is not interesting~
>.<"
skip this...

this few day very tired.
though work as noon shift,
but have to go there at 12pm,
to help them all....
!@#$
every night sleep at 12smtg,
but the next day have to wake up early...
+.+
need rest seriously....
haiz....

busy life

first of all,
this is my 300th post~
=]
wish everyone have a great and Häppy Wìntér Sölstìcé ♥
^^
dumpling~<3<3
too bad i have no chance to eat...
>.<
just came back from work~
today totally piss off because of the supervisor who name Christine...
*girl's name*
while im busying with my thing,
keep talking with me,
want me to do this,
want me to do that~
*broken english* xD
"CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT UP ???"
the section cant even fix in any guest ady,
keep bring the guest to the section.
we not enough time to clear ok????
use your brain to think and not your ass~!
o0o
arranged me to work at the section which im not belongs to.
after i helped the person clear and set all the things,
then put me back to my section again.
WTF~!
no one help me to clear and set the tables.
countless of  FUCK YOU appear in my mind at the moment.
if there is nobody help me to clear my section,
please don't ask me go out to help others~!
this is the reasons why hotelier have to study first only can work in the hotel.
Mr. Christine, do you know what is management?
making sure the operation run smooth not just only need skills,
but management oso k???
count down for my leaving day~!
i said i wanna end up my busy life and leave the hell soon~

10 days to go....
after 10 days,
i will fly like a G-6~!
xD
p/s: just finished reading someone blog~ *touching* and i LOVE YOU

barbarion o0o

oh~
is weekend again...
i think most of the hotelier don't like weekend.
is our busy day...
last night serve the famous laptop brand,- DexX group.
well,
dear people,
we are not the low class server,
please respect us~!
don't think that you pay a little bit of fu*king money and can ended up with throwing rubbish on the floor and order people to serve you wine or beer,
sorry,
do you know what is the meaning of buffet?
is serving yourself.
this is what buffet mean.
and we're NOT suppose to serve you or bring you any COFFEE or TEA.
take yourself~! *this is what appear in my mind when i heard them asking one of my friend*
you guy are stupid + idiot + moron...
and they don't even know how to use the setting on the table.
all the cutleries are in front of them,
but then they taking their colleague's cutleries...
*thumb up*
so clever...
don't have the table knowledge at all...
while playing the game,
behave like a primitive.
shout out loud like nobody business and complaint by the in- house guest.
the supervisor had warn them,
but how?
they keep making noise....
awhhh...
a group of barbarion...
our buffet line close at 10.30p.m
suppose our setting have to be done by 11.00p.m
because of them,
11smtg still sit at there,
we can't do anything...
work over time is the choice.
ya...
we go back "early"
12 smtg, consider as A.M.
and i sprain my foot,
damn fu*king angry ...
just feel like killing them.
sorry i lost my professional attitude due to this kind of guest,
i never smile to them last night,
except one or two of them.
people,
hope you all don't come back again,
if not,
sure i will put some salt in your drink for you.
xD

*the special drink*

good mood

im back~
almost 3 days didnt post blog ady~
first of all,
i had get used to the hotel life...
and seriously,
except our so called "goofy" auntie,-the Rose,
everyone at there is nice...^^
noon shift for one whole week~
>.<"
very tired....
every night sleep at 12smtg....
i'll old soon~
wake up this morning,
i <3 the weather~
i can feel the Chinese New Year is around the corner.
the 春风 ~
so nice and relax...
=]
well,
stop here,
ntg to write...

back to EnO again

dear bloggie,
i go back to work at EnO hotel again...
why?
because i feel so shameful and regret.
what i promised to Darbing i just forget in a moment while im down in 1st day working.
im irresponsible.
im still capricious.
sorry Darbing.
and i feel so sorry to him~
finally i understand,
his happy is more important than myself do...
feel so sorry to the supervisor too~
because he just finished arranging our schedules,
then we tell him we want resigned...
*sigh*
it would not happen again.
i promised myself,
-everything is hard and tough when we start to do or work it out, we must keep it as naturally, every successful person experienced this level too. The most important thing is, DO NOT GIVE UP =]
-do not care whether is use by other person, learn it from the work they giving out.
^^
thats why i go back to work on yesterday,
and i feel HAPPY and released....
at least,
i wont feel unhappy or shameful anymore...
now,
i can stand on hard and work hard~
^^

bye bye EnO

soooo~tired...
yes,
i had been working in EnO hotel for only 1 day,
then i give up.
why?
-because i do not like the way they manage the staff,
-the environment.
how would you feel,
when you are a new comer go in without any briefing, introduction of members and DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO GO FOR HOT WATER OR TAKE ORDER OR DO NOT KNOW THE STYLE OF SET UP A TABLE?
feel disappointed right?
and the very first day,
we know nothing,
then the supervisor give us a section to handle.
how could we make it with a blank minded?
where is the hot water? which cutleries should i put on the table? where should i put the glassware?
first time i feel so helpless.
and where is the experienced staff supposed to teach us all those things?
oh ya,
eat, drink and press mobile phone at the backlane.
pay money for this useless staff,
totally wasted.
we need her help to clean all the dirty plates to the backlane so that we don't have to leave our section and wait,
there is no one help us to take care our sections.
the management goes like this...
i cant imagine that this is the management of a 5 ***** hotel.
finished here then.
don't want to write some more.
just don't understand why...
haiz~
unemployment again~

woohoo~! EnO hotel, im coming...=]

finally and finally,
i get a job~!
haha~
^^
working in EnO hotel as casual worker.
*service crew*
the offer is so good~!
i can get my salary every week.
which means that,
i no need to worry my pocket no $$$...
xD
my working life will start on tomorrow...
=]
noon shift,
3pm-11pm
wow~!
high occupancy,
we all will be busy then~
my life will go back to training that time.
>.<"
hmmm~
Darbing worry that i cannot handle it,
and he said,
EnO is not same like Hard Rock hotel.
awhhh~Darbing,
you're look down on me...
when im training in Hard Rock,
the starz diner just can fix in 250++ guests only,
but guess what,
almost every days the pax is more than 500...
how can we handle it?
the turn over rate is very high,
but then just 4 of us is working.
so how?
we look over each other stations,
and once the guest finish their meal,
we quickly clear the plate and move it to backlane.
4 ppls,
in charge in clearing, set up, wipe cutleries*shortage of cutleries*, clean the floor and etc.
i assumed that,
this condition is the most busy in my life.
so i had prepared for tomorrow,
the challenging work.
=]
no more fear,
no more tear~!
^.^
something make me worry is the people at there.
new environment, new people and new style~!
hope everything go smooth.
oh ya,
one more thing,
i don't have black shoes~
T^T
and i don't want to waste money for the shoes just for wearing 2 months...
help~
>.<"

hard rock *past tense*

im back to penang again...
and i,
back to my frustrated life again...
=[
but,
is happy that i can see Darbing...
^^
mom always want me to go back to hometown because i still cant get any job at here.
mom,
you not understand that,
i mind sit at home and got nothing to do.
i don't want my life become dull and always sit at home.
i will become lazy over a time.
Darbing suggest me go to EnO hotel for casual worker~
hahaha~!
Rm5 per hour,
*not bad loorrr~~~*
tomorrow will walk in for interview
=]
just now click in Ilyn profile...
saw a lot of hard rockerz's photos...
well,
now only i realize,
i miss hard rock,
i miss all the hard rocker.
-i miss ai sze jie, *supervisor from Pizzeria*
-i miss Mr. Ho Dan Dee *F&B manager*
-i miss Mike, *senior of F&B service crew*
-i miss Irene Wong, *housekeeping manager*

-i miss Mr Tan Hock Khiam *banquet manager*
-i miss ah Khun *the butcher*
-i miss ah chong *cold kitchen chef*
-i miss chef joe *pizzeria's chef*
-i miss Veno, *the bartender of pizzeria and lobby lounge*
-i miss Haw Yuen *the siao kia from room service crew*
-i miss Wen Jia *pizzeria's chef*
-i miss Joshua *the assistant F&B manager* sex on the beach~@.@ haha~!
omg....
and so on and so on....
i miss all of them...
=']
how are you all?
still remember me?
hope you all doing well there...

祭拜姑丈，婚纱照，自作ｖｉｄｅｏ

哈哈~
我在家了。。。
回家的滋味真好。
什么烦恼也没有了。
昨天又做了我人生第一次做的事情。
花上了10个小时做的。
做到最后累了，
就在电脑前睡着了呢~！
xD
什么是我人生第一次做的东西呀？
哈哈~
先不说。。。
=]
今天早上很早醒了。
去拜三姑丈。
原来姑丈去世也有1年了。
时间是不是过得很快的呀？
方佛好像几个月前的事而已。
晶玉姐姐看到姑丈的照片还是会哭。。。
=[
她还是放不开姑丈去世时的心情，
跪在姑丈面前，
眼泪一直流。
在那里待了1小时吧，
姑妈和姐姐就回johor了。
而我和妈也回家啦~
在facebook看到了一对对情侣的结婚照~
好幸福，
好羡慕~
好想嫁~
>.<
呵呵~
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1611990391545&set=o.120619597998061#!/photo_search.php?oid=120619597998061&view=all
就是这里，
按以上的地址去view所有类型的婚纱照吧~
个人喜欢这个，

她手上拿着叮当耶~
好幸福哦~
^^
我以后的婚纱照一定是要漂亮的，
俏皮一点的，
外景的，
还有最重要的是，
看起来很幸福滴~
啊~
真是“恨死隔离”
n.n 真的好羡慕的啦～
我一定要努力减肥，
穿漂亮的婚纱。。。。
＊发梦～～。。。着＊
我知道有人看到我这样写一定在笑的啦～
＋．＋
如无意外，
他就是我未来的老公嘛～
ｘＤ
哈哈～
还有还有，
自己做的ｖｉｄｅｏ
直到你不找我，

i hate seeking for job.

im back, bloggie...
=]
start to finding job again...
>.<"
the feeling is now back...
annoying and irritating...
who can lend me a hand?
so...helpless...
i need suggestion and counseling...
i hate the feeling that walk whole day and get nothing,
i hate the feeling that asking and seeking for job...
is so...urgh~!!!
i will take a rest by going back to hometown tomorrow...
=]
another reason is,
3rd auntie is back...
^^
want to see her and i miss her so much....
=)
wait me...
i will be back on tomorrow.

T.T属于我的故事

突然间今天这篇很想用华文写，
所以就打起华文字来了。
今天整天都在看是否有job offer,
看了整天，
很是累的。。。
到底怎么样的工作才适合我？
有没有有人能告诉我？
我不会忘了我的愿望。
我要赚钱养家。
我要给妈妈钱，
供哥哥读书，
还要每见一次以前疼我的人，
就给他们一次钱花。
-舅舅
-阿姨
-三姑丈*虽然您去世了，可我有能力的话还是会照顾姑妈，给钱她花 =]*
-公公
-当然，还有我的双亲
=）
为了生活好，
我绝对不可以放弃，
不可以怕辛苦的。
^^
我知道，
我可以做到的。
今天也不懂为什么，
我刚去看她profile来，
虽然我没有add她，
可是还是去search了她的名，
按进了她的profile.
她生活也应该很开心吧？
一家3口，
乐也融融。。。
还记得曾几何时，
我多么希望她从美国回来，
从此就跟她生活在一起，
这样就没人可以欺负我了。
每当我被人欺负，
被妈妈打时。。。
我心是这么想的：“妈咪，为什么你还不回来？我在这里好惨啊~”
*小时候是这么想的*
渐渐的日子久了也会绝望。
不再期盼那么多。
不回来就不回来了。
等到我已懂事，
18岁那一年，
才回来那一次有什么用？
我心里已没有她。
没有提起，
也忘了她的存在。
不懂的人都认为我对她是如此的 [绝]
我只可以这么说，
“懂故事的人才懂得我心里的歌~”
好了不提了。
今天例外去看了她的profile,
不会有下次了。

Bukit Merah, Rapunzel

yesterday went to Bukit Merah...
i darkened...
T_T
but i think im better than other,
Darbing, Aaron and Andrew get sun burn,
and Darbing is the most serious...
xD
*dark jor~*
he is suffering right now.
cant sleep at night...
hope he get well soon...
=)
bad luck,
im poor now...
im poor this 2 weeks...
=[
can somebody give me money????
>.<"
im still lack of money....
argh~!!!!!!!!!!
money money money....
...
just came back from Gurney Plaza..
weehee~!
go there for movie actually,
Rapunzel~
<3 <3 <3
Movie review:
-i like the baby Rapunzel, she is so so so~~cute with her big green eyes... ^3^
-beside Rapunzel, i like the chameleon, and the horse too... ^.^ <3
-nice story and i impress that Walt Disney's cartoon is getting improve with their cartoon quality...
in a conclusion,
i like this cartoon...
: ]
thanks Darbing for accompany me to watch this GIRLY cartoon...
xD
* i know he not that like it*
till here then,
sleepy~
-.-Zzzz
bye bye~