what is life?

1.34am,
im here to type my blog again....
"what is life?"
i don't understand the meaning of life.
i think life should be as simple as i think?
but now reality proof that im wrong!
my life is full of worrying, irritating, stressful, boredom, frustrated and so on...
what should i do?
i got no transport to use up to 3- 4 months...
mom accident on last week,
is a chain accident,
5 cars hugging each other,
fortunately mom is safe and no injuries.
but my car was in bad situation.
X.X
mom apologized to me but i couldn't blame her at all.
this is an accident,
and what is important than mom's life?
i keep persuade myself that "it doesn't matter",
i still can live without my car.
now i see the inconvenience,
i can't go out neither bro is going out nor mom is working.
how am i going to work?
i don't want to sit at home for 4 months!
even though im going to interview for a job,
the problem is still there!
a lot of unseen problems that i never expect before!
dear god,
are you kidding with me again?
i couldn't bear it all...
really~
you will never know how i wish i could bang my head to the wall and lay in the hospital as long as i can so that i don't have to face a plenty of stupid problem?
no one could understand my feeling except me myself.
thats all i wanna said,
i need some place to express my feeling,
and no doubt,
here is the best place ever!

"take time to understand the meaning of life is a MUST,
if it were not, you will meet REGRET in the end of your life"
by: Veeky












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