mum, i love u

as my wish,
i'm in penang.
come back this early morning...
but guess what,
i miss my HOME now,
i started to miss my bed,
hot shower, mum's cooking and the air-cond...
i miss my mum the most...
don't know why...
the day before i back to penang,
she is like not willing to let me come back,
asking me whether can i back on Saturday or Sunday?
hmmm...
i don't understand...
maybe she need someone to help her in the housework?
or she need someone to accompany her?
because brother and his family will go back Singapore on tomorrow.
sorry mum,
i just cannot stand the environment and noisiest when all the children are there...
forgive me.
i cannot sleep well when very early in the morning,
the children cry and cry,
shout and shout at the living room.
i'm so tired.
believe me,
i love you and the family.
=]
i want to learn to become a successful person between this few days...
i'll start go interview my job after 20th of Feb.
so still have 10 days for me to think about my future...
i hope i'll can be the one who bring good life to family and myself too.
till here,
bye~
lastly,
mum,
though i always quarrel with you,
though my education is the lowest compare with 3 other brothers,
maybe for you,
im the most bad and rebelled child among 4 of us,
in your eyes,
i behave like a big children,
but no matter how you think of me,
i'll always love you~
=D
i always think for your future,
when you're old,
the time when you're not capable to take care yourself,
who will take care of you?
i'm sure,
i'll take care of you like you take care of me when i was small.
nothing can remunerate for you,
but i use my time,
to repay you when you're old,
until the end of your life...
^^
i write it,
and i mean it...
now is my turn to work and raise you...
the time i earn my own money,
the time you resigned and travel to all around the world...
=]
i promised...