fussy

today quite a busy day...
now only i realize that tomorrow is Sap Chap Meh...
evening was helping mom to prepare all the mise en place...
cutting the vegetables,
peeling the fruits and etc...
i think im belongs to the fussy category.
*i mean my characteristic*
i felt very annoying when my niece and nephew is talking loudly, shouting or even crying...
a force like pushing me to wave up my hand and slap on their face...
cruel isn't it?
but they're mean more cruel to me...
-crying,
-rude,
-throw the toys at the floor and not mean to clean it up,
i can't stand it anymore~!
that is why i keep shout and shout on them everyday and i become grumpy now...
bro don't understand why i keep complaining~!
yes,
im keep complaining everyday.
do you think that everyday maintain the house in clean situation is very easy by nobody helping me?
do you think that i have more and more energy to keep repeating mend all the toys and rubbish after they throwing everywhere????
sorry,
im not robot...
if you wanna try it,
im not mind to just sitting at there and tell you where you need to clean and what should you do.
you're just came back,
not more than 2 days,
how would you experience or know my feeling?
it is sucks...~!
im willing to do all the housework,
but nobody appreciate it then how???
after i wiping the floor,
then the niece and nephew sitting there eating ice cream,
or drinking the sweet things,
make the floor dirty and messy again,
who gonna to help me clean it up???
TALK tend to more EASY than DO~!
im not fussing,
but at least appreciate what i had done!
listen to my complain and understand my feeling,
find out why im keep complaining!
not blaming me!
i don't understand why every year's new year eve,
i'll quarrel with either mom or bro,
maybe busy lead us to this...
and maybe we don't have the patience too...
oh ya,
she is in Malaysia now,
and consigned bro to bring back my present.
here to thanks her.

 coach leather bag, thanks~!