sleepless night

now is late at night,
15 more minutes to 3a.m,
why am i still updating my blog here?
i'm still awake...
i'm waiting for my eldest bro and sis in law to come back and take care of their children...
seriously,
i'm tired+ sleepy+ headache+ hungry now...
T^T
i can feel my body temperature is getting high,
feel like want to vomit...
i think im gonna fever soon...
signed in the facebook,
Darbing is off...
oh ya...
he off at 11 smtg,
i forgot ady...
thought still can chat with him.
i don't know how will i looks like later...
maybe panda eyes with new cloths?
panda eyes with a lotsa make up?
haiz~
i thought i can rest well today,
but i ain't no rest at all...
=[
*sigh*
just now mom received a called from 3rd aunty,
she said not coming back to grandpa house later on...
hmmm~T^T
why???
i miss you all...
feel like this year is not a good  year for me...
i'm not happy with this year CNY...
=(
or i just over expected on it?
Darbing,
i miss you so much,
a lotsa things want to share with you...
how i wish i can get a big hug from you now...
T_T
at last,
4got to tell you,
3rd of Feb,
our 1.3 anniversary,
=]
happy anniversary and happy new year...
i love you...