complicated world but simple me

early in the morning when i was sleeping,
i saw only vaguely that someone is hugging and lay on my body telling me that "GuGu, we are going back to singapore already, bye bye..." *and keep on hugging me tight*
im worn out,
and not able to get myself up...
until im really wide awake,
i found out the one who hugging me tight is my eldest niece,
and i remember that im telling her, "alright, i know you are going back to singapore, but you have to be obedient, don't make your parent angry, ok?"
she give a nod as a sign then walk out from my bedroom...
oh my gosh~!
im so so so so miss them right now!
:')
gotta admit that i always scolded them though,
but they are always the only nieces and nephew that i love the most...
my dear little Aris, Alden & Abby,
i miss you guy, tinymite...

few days ago i received a call from US,
yes...
the most familiar stranger..
only my close friends and lover know who i mean...
she gave me the feeling of she had turn a new leaf through the phone call,
the way she talked.
have no idea whether she really changed in the reality?
she is coming back to M'sia in the end of year...
i hope she don't bring back any war...
before she end the conversation,
she passed the phone to a little girl who name Michelle to talk with me.
im be loath to mentioned her in my post...
please don't ask me who is she..
"i'm the youngest, always the youngest, understand?"
i keep this sentence rolling in my mind,
until i talk to Michelle,
and she addressed me as "Kar-Jie" means sister in cantonese.
there is no denying that i felt a bit delightful when i heard she addressed me.
but still the same,
im always the youngest....
an aunty is asking me about my family story last night.
i felt so irritated, also so much chagrin as well...
i don't like people to gossip about my family or my story...
unless im volunteered to tell it myself...
do not cross my base line,
imma defend crazily until you feel shame on yourself.
i couldn't changed my story since i was born into this,
but i can turn your day into dark if i was in a bad devil mood.
please don't ever try to touch my baseline...
you will never know what will i do or react the next minute...
x)
last but not least,
i hope she will not come to my pictures and comment again...
may god grant my little wish like this...
gotta stop here,
have a nice day people...

"life goes on without notify you, until you found that everything surrounding you is changing and never go back to the origin" by: Veeky













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