told me u can feel how i feel too

hey blog,

im apologized to you again...

sorry i did not updated you for awhile...

you know that i will shared my happy and unhappy with you...

you are my best listener ever!

yep!

i quarrel with him yesterday night.

i squelch what he said just because of i think he is try to against me

what i hate the most is,

why discriminate what im doing now?

is it insurance is so nuisance?

he told me someone else and him feel that im not suitable for this job.

but before you discriminate insurance or us, life agent,

stop buying our fucking insurance to protect your life

if you're rich,

done!

talk whatever you like to talk!

cause you think that little money wouldn't influence your life

but what about others?

with a little income how to maintain their life while something happen out of sudden？

i don't need any example from others,

just review my boyfy's sister case will do...

despite this,

my man still feel that insurance is an extra burden for him...

*i guess so*

with the Rm150 per month,

he can do anything he likes to do...

for instance,

*FISHING*

they will never realize how important is the insurance until they're in the financial trouble.

vehicle need an insurance,

house or shop need an insurance,

people buy insurance for the non living thing,

but they forgot about themselves.

their life is not even can compare with the dead thingy!

i wouldn't talk more

as i would like to see how they survive in the big trouble...

the Someone said how im going to work if i always go back to my hometown...

For the someone,

if my parent is stay at Penang like you do,

i dont need to rush here and there...

don't you think that is tiring?

is wasting time and money

did you thought that i would like to rush here and there?

im using my own precious life to drive at the 100% dangerous highway,

oh, u think that is funny?

"connect your tongue with your brain while you talk"

at least i got a part time insurance job now...

and i can help my bro out in the car insurance

what about you?

you hiding at one of the room in your home sweet home fighting with a giant now?

opps... i mean the giant in the game.

im working, you're playing,

im spending my own money, you're spending your parent money,

so do you still consider that we are in the same level or equally?

im pretty better than you,

at least i wont ask money from my parent

FOr my man,

stop the hard attitude while talking with me...

i can just digest the softly words...

i need your support,

not suggestion...

you instill me all the negative minded...

what you talk about is "if"

"if i couldn't make it"

"if ...... blah blah blah"

one thing for sure you're correct is,

"im thinking and considered too much"

but you're not me...

you can't understand why i need to rush here and there

i can't bear to let my parent stay at home to wait for my return,

i can't bear to leave you behind for too long! i miss u!

although my parent is still my first choice,

but the heart is telling me you're equally with them!

tell me what to do if you are me!

im standing at the edge of love and family...

i couldn't cross one of them nor i couldn't have it all

if i don't care about Lover,

i can be stay at home for all day long...

if i don't care about Family,

i can be stay at Penang forever...

i won't spending my own money and time to rush here and there

as you never experienced the tiredness, you wouldn't know how was the feeling!