my NEED

i should be sleep until 9.15a.m then wake up,
but i wake up at 7 something in the morning...
not because of the noisiest they make,
but i have many things run inside my mind~!
this is the second week of November,
which means that i still left 2 weeks to stay with him!
he is moving soon from this house to his own home~
and me too to be move soon,
but where to move?
back to burmah or rent one of the room from Jason's house?
this is not the main reason that due me to wake up early,
he is the reason that makes me wake up early by missing him and think about him!
the speechless feeling!
urgh!
i hate this kind of feeling!
he became my NEED gradually in my life!
though sometime i hate him and feel like slapping him! xD
admittedly, i love him! =]

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