fed up

im home~!
^^
so good~
i miss my bed, air-cond, and the water heater~ xD
by the way,
i just can't believe that i go pay summon by myself.
i'm stucking in Komtar for almost 40 minutes.
including finding the MPPP and lost in the labyrinth....+.+
i keep walking at the same floor until i found that i really lost.
there is no sign board to guide me where should i go~!
the shop is close,
the place is so dark.
is as silent as the grave....
who can help me?
no one will do!
except myself.
im begging someone that i expected, i thought, i rely on to help me or accompany me drop by,
but too bad,
he give me a lot of excuses instead of reasons~!
he told me he is busy all the time, busy the whole week,
fine, i can understand that...
but then i saw him online watching movie,
take his own sweet time having more than 1 hour dinner and at last,
he told me he going to see someone singing~!
well,
is this consider as reason?
properly NO for me!
i almost begging everyday,
because i really NEED HELP!
if i don't need other help,
i wouldn't begging for whole day until my saliva dry!
ya,
and today im going to pay it myself,
that's why i'm proud of it.
i leave the restaurant early,
so the manager have to deduct my salary~
some one just don't understand that my time= my salary!
and money is soooooo important to me now as everyday i parking at the place i have to pay RM2.50
4 days will be RM10!
how could money is not important for me?????
beyond that,
this matter had let me learn a lot of thing,
the most important is,
i'm standing on my own foot,
i isn't relying on someone.
come to the last i get wise to when i really need help,
there is NO one there for me!
and same to those who just give me a cold shoulder,
i will do this to you all too~!
as i said KARMA!
the Feng Shui will turn~!
is not an obligation,
but at least,
when im bothering,
help me out by not complaining everything after you promise me to do!!!
i'm so fed up!
and you should know who you are!