once in a while

fuuuyohhh~
i love my page view,
see,

thank you visitors...
=]
i love you all~! ^^
just finished playing with my little boy, fluffy~
he is so cute and adorable~! =^0^=
but~ he bites me sometime when i forget to give him the food...=.=
*behave like a little monster...*
idle to have nothing to do with,
i use my time to clean up the messy drawer...
i had dig out some photos...
my young time photos~

my 3rd bro and me

my eldest bro and me

only me~! xD

me, mom and 3rd bro

mom, 3rd bro, eldest bro and my lovely granny










mom said:" you looks so cute with the hairstyle, don't you consider to cut again with this hairstyle?"
i was like "oh my gosh~ mom you must be kidding me~!" (please allow me to mention a vulgar word in this post, i was so "sohai" with the hairstyle but mom insist i look cute...mom, you "kao hoi" meh~) xD
i love my family members forever though im in a complicated family background...
<3
looked at those pictures,
i couldn't conceal my sense of mind...
i don't wanna grow up...
i don't want to think about the solution for every problems,
i don't want to face the reality...
once in a while, im tired for everything...
if i was small,
i have all my things with just asking from my parent...
if i was small,
i have all my love one beside me, (my lovely granny)
but too bad,
time flies like nobody business...
it don't care about other feeling and fly as fast as it can...
and now,
15 years later...
im 22 years old!
there is not much time left for me to repay to my parent.
i lost my granny when i was 16 years old...
i still remembered the sadness...
i love her...
6 years later,
i keep love her forever...
she is still inside my heart until today...
granny always worry about her grandchildren get hungry easily,
so she prepared the 5 peoples food for only 2 grandchildren...xD
i believe every granny is the same..
;D
through the pictures,
i can see my childhood time was so happy and felicity...
because of what,
kids will never have to worry about anything...
their world is colourful...
the only thing they know is,
happy= smile
sad= cry
this is the most simplest life ever~!
and i understand that i will never have this precious chance to go back to this kind of life.
i felt myself grow up,
all in this moment...
is time to bear all the responsibilities by myself..
^^
i will never let my parent down and disappointed...
because im their daughter...
stop here because my bed is asking me to lay on him...xD
before i stop,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY





"the difference between children and adult is children tintage the world with colourful and smile while adult tintage the world with monocolour and tears..." by: Veeky










*END*

complicated world but simple me

early in the morning when i was sleeping,
i saw only vaguely that someone is hugging and lay on my body telling me that "GuGu, we are going back to singapore already, bye bye..." *and keep on hugging me tight*
im worn out,
and not able to get myself up...
until im really wide awake,
i found out the one who hugging me tight is my eldest niece,
and i remember that im telling her, "alright, i know you are going back to singapore, but you have to be obedient, don't make your parent angry, ok?"
she give a nod as a sign then walk out from my bedroom...
oh my gosh~!
im so so so so miss them right now!
:')
gotta admit that i always scolded them though,
but they are always the only nieces and nephew that i love the most...
my dear little Aris, Alden & Abby,
i miss you guy, tinymite...

few days ago i received a call from US,
yes...
the most familiar stranger..
only my close friends and lover know who i mean...
she gave me the feeling of she had turn a new leaf through the phone call,
the way she talked.
have no idea whether she really changed in the reality?
she is coming back to M'sia in the end of year...
i hope she don't bring back any war...
before she end the conversation,
she passed the phone to a little girl who name Michelle to talk with me.
im be loath to mentioned her in my post...
please don't ask me who is she..
"i'm the youngest, always the youngest, understand?"
i keep this sentence rolling in my mind,
until i talk to Michelle,
and she addressed me as "Kar-Jie" means sister in cantonese.
there is no denying that i felt a bit delightful when i heard she addressed me.
but still the same,
im always the youngest....
an aunty is asking me about my family story last night.
i felt so irritated, also so much chagrin as well...
i don't like people to gossip about my family or my story...
unless im volunteered to tell it myself...
do not cross my base line,
imma defend crazily until you feel shame on yourself.
i couldn't changed my story since i was born into this,
but i can turn your day into dark if i was in a bad devil mood.
please don't ever try to touch my baseline...
you will never know what will i do or react the next minute...
x)
last but not least,
i hope she will not come to my pictures and comment again...
may god grant my little wish like this...
gotta stop here,
have a nice day people...

"life goes on without notify you, until you found that everything surrounding you is changing and never go back to the origin" by: Veeky













*END*

i love what i loved

hot sunny day makes me feel so exhausted and dehydrated...
no matter how much water i drink,
end up it evaporate the next minute...
what to do?
/.\
just came back from Penang yesterday,
going there for my lover~!
=D
he bought me a platinum necklace~!
gosh!
the costly present that i ever have...
thank you so much!
we spent our whole day in Penang since we did not meet each other for almost 1 month.
going to the cinema for MIB (Men in Black)!
awhhh!
Will Smith is so handsome wey! <3
and,
it seemed that someone is not much like i join Rela,
and he owed Rela a bias...
i'm not going to explained anything,
i'm not going to stopped joining Rela,
as this is what i wish and i hope to do few years ago,
my dear lover,
can't you considerate my feeling or decision?
let's said you mentioned about something like girl shouldn't join Rela or Rela group don't have girl,
click the link for the picture...
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=3103703075132&set=o.155280877874768&type=3&theater
see?
girls could join Rela too and i wonder why not?
i understand what you worry about,
but stop against Rela.
honestly,
i don't like it everytime i scold vulgar words or talk something you don't understand,
then you linked it with Rela,
blame that Rela members cause me become a stranger to you.
there is nothing to do with Rela.
you know that i scold vulgar and talk nonsense since before until now,
it isn't happened after i joined Rela.
tell me how would you feel if i keep on blaming you always work and work and work and don't give some time to take concern about me? You have to work and support your family and of course, your future education fees, but im kinda ignoring your feeling and keep complaining, you felt innocent, didn't you?
same to Rela, you keep linked them with some unnecessary charges, how would i feel? i'm one of them. Stop criticize before you really know how we behaved ourselves.I feel so happy every time i helped those who needs help. This is my feeling, my mission in my personal spare time. As i said before, never compare UKK with other Rela, cause we're totally not same at all. You won't found that we're wearing short pants while carrying out our duty. You won't found that we'll take revenge on the !@#$ group cause they're intend to destroy and hack our walkie talkie due to jealousy. We don't do all these shit things. This is what i mean we're different from other Rela! WE ARE DISCIPLINED
if you're still in doubt,
don't hesitate to ask me face by face rather than you keep imbue yourself with some not of fact...
xD
p/s: and i will laugh until die if you worry about i will "pikat" by other Rela members, cause of your words "没有女生像你这样进rela" , then i might help you finish the whole sentence which is "没有女生像你这样进rela，万一你被人追去怎么办？" hahaha! correct? this is what you worry about? that's why you keep on criticize rela? come on...tell me im right... :D


"never stop running until you reach the destination, same to life, never stop working until you reach the top" by: Veeky














*END*

bye bye

ewhh~
i couldn't sleep and shouldn't sleep in this moment because i just finished my late night supper 10 minutes ago!
im begging my brother to bring this back for me...
KFC zinger burger + cheesy wedges + 1 cup of pepsi!
this is oh my gosh!
how am i going to burn those colories in my stomach???
im so regret now, and am i talking crap???
i shouldn't take supper as im on diet now!
*roar*
i swear, "no next time"
brother is going back to university  tomorrow early morning,
to be honest,
i have the feeling of unwillingness...
i don't know why~
what happened to me?
yes,
i might hate the way he satirize, precept, or lectures me...
and also,
how he keep himself aloof from the masses,
Lol!
"i can't take it lo~!"
but still,
as i said "i love my family",
of course, i love him too!
that does not alter the fact~! forever...
i wish he could understand me a bit more when next time he come back again!
no more arguement!
actually is not difficult to get along with me.
im just a little bit of nerve-racking, spoke bluntly, ill temper, and ....boorish??
=.=
what to do?
this is the REAL me...
"REAL"!!!
i wouldn't simply change myself for anyone...
i LOVE the real me...
you should love the real me, didn't you?
i know im rude for...sometime,
but i believe that non of  you would  like to be shout by others and keep silent right?
unless you did something wrong...
is time to sleep....gd night peeps~!=]

"learn to love me, and you will love me forever...=]" by: Veeky






























*END*

Labour's Day

Happy Labour's Day to all workers!
an officially offday for all the workers except for those Italian.
Italy do not have Labour's Day...
i don't know why...
so,
for those who working today make sure your boss is triple- pay for today...
xD
seriously,
im trying to squeeze out some point for myself to write a post,
but...
seems like....
ahahahhahaha...
i didn't managed to did it...
today is a normal day for me...
wake up as usual,
after that trimmed my little boy's -fluffy nail...
spend my whole day stick with da boyfriend.
because im going back tomorrow!!!
=[
*bye bye baby, waving my hand with handkerchief*
im going back to my hometown to meet with my colleagues..
*popi they don't ppk me again*
these few days im craving for dessert!
=D
finally Darbing bring me to a dessert shop in the evening...
awhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks again!!
i think i really got nothing much to write,
before i leave here.
good night, people! peace.....

"No one was born to be perfect, accept the truth and learn to tolerant, that's how perfect came from..." by: Veeky













*END*

Flashback

im still kinda faint and dizzy when i facing the lappie...
oh my gosh!!!
i hate this kind of feeling...
all the alphabets is like flying around the screen or they just simply jump to other place when im reading some articles or facebook's post...
im having a light fever at yesterday night,
and so,
i couldn't sleep well for whole night.
when i have my blanket with me,
i felt so hot,
when i throw away the blanket,
im like staying inside the fridge...
see!!!
im so so suffering...
but today i have my pleasant day...
:D
wake up at 8am,
prepare myself and hanging out together with the love one!
the first location is disted college...
awhh~
i miss my college so so much.
as i remember,
when i was 18 years old,
im here to complete my diploma in hospitality business management...
time flies~
i miss all my lecturers,
i miss our may intake's fellow students.
i miss the place we used to hanging out together,
i miss the moment when we having the tough presentation
i miss everything related to my college life!
after Darbing get his certificate,
we set out to the new campus...
meet all the new junior in a short while.
all da pretty girls!
*ah wooo~~~*
nice and become more disciplined!
good job ladies~!
lets make the story short as i felt so dizzy again.
just want to end my post as fast as possible!
we continued our journey to Gurney Plaza after having lunch with the buddies!
=D
strolling inside the Plaza until the late evening...
im so tired!
very the tired...
CTY is our last destination,
after that we went home...
*story of the day is too short right? forgive me...im too exhausted*

 "time flies as fast as an airplane if you don't realize its value,
proceed and move on until you touch your goal before is too late" by: Veeky












*END*

428 (Bersih 3.0)

in the wake of my post title above,
yes,
today is Malaysia's big day...
why said so?
go www.google.com
and search for Bersih 3.0,
i couldn't explain much because im not really understand about Bersih 3.0
i don't want to care about the Politic in this country,
as i know,
and i guess that....
is Useless...
get what i mean?
Malaysia Everest 2020,
until now,
nothing change...
LoL!
i woke up at 12 something today.
the following thing to do is turn on my lappie!
*my baby lappie is just right beside me...*
i can see that my facebook wallpost is full of YELLOW colour...
is lovely!
"BERSIH"
"STOP LYNAS"
i guess if i was in Penang or KL,
i would like join the "bersih" big family! xD
i'm not crazy,
but i just like the smell of righteousness ~!
mom was staring at me when every time i see the new pictures upload on facebook and i shout "bersih"!
sorry mom,
too excited and i can't control myself...!
=X
i should stop writing about Bersih 3.0,
whos know maybe few years later my post will be consider as disrespect to our prime minister or our country...?
*i'm kidding* =S
morrow after wake up,
i'll drive 1 and half hour journey to my man's house!
finally i get to see him!
<3

"Unity is Strength, i do not have yellow shirt, but i think green shirt will do! mentally support YELLOW forever" by: Veeky

*END*

Maybe is just a dream

im so in the mood of posting blog these few days!
i want to post something about my life, my emotion, something that happened around me and so on!
i feel happy to see my blog is full of words and my story.
do not care about my grammar or my spelling,
as long as you could understand or know what i'm writing about...
this is the only place that could allow me to share my feeling and my thought!
my "flying" dream is coming again on the 12th of May...
should or shouldn't go?
*DREAM*
is just a dream...
i couldn't make it,
so i considered it as a "DREAM"
i wish to fly far far away once upon a time...
but why still im here?
im so powerless
or make the sentence clear in other way,
"i don't know what myself want"
simple ya?
this is also one of the reason that i take offense my man...
sorry i shouldn't dreaming all the time,
but i just can't wake up yet!
he did remember what I've promise him,
and keep on reminded me that i should wake up...
i'll never forget what i promised you,
just that,
i don't wish to give up so easily
thats not me.
this pretty lady's post inspired me,
feel free to have a look,
http://karenkh0.blogspot.com/2012/04/wake-up.html
i totally agreed what she wrote inside her blog,
"It's time to stop hoping and start doing" 
i should stop dreaming hard and start my life with work hard
but still,
my one LAST chance,
*i appreciate every chance that given because i know that chance comes not easy, once you missed it, is like you missed a plane, you'll never touch down your destiny on time*
12th May,
after that i'll wake up and stop dreaming!
i PROMISE here
I PROMISE TO THE WORLD 
Rainbow comes after the heavy rain
if you go through the dark and the tough,
you'll see the sun shine on you...
=]
cheer to the world!

Life will not out of control if you understand that everything is "no pain no gain" by: Veeky









*END*

9th month

时间飞~飞~飞~飞得真快。。。
今天又是我值得写的一天，
又是另一个月的3号了哦。。
简单来说呢，
我们在一起9个月了。。
哇。。。
真的好步容易哦~
≥ω≤
因我爱的那个人，
跟人走过最久都没超过2个月，
吓死我了。。
怎么那么容易变心，
怎么那么容易淡忘？
恐怖。。。
所以刚开始的2个月会怕叻。。
现在，
陆陆续续过了2个月，
再过了7个月，
来到了今天。。
哈哈。。。
*爽-ing*
*^ο^*
我应该感到自豪的，
虽然这9个月里甜酸苦辣样样齐全。。。
可这才叫生活呀。。。
这才是爱情呢~
xD
有时候他气气我，
有时候我气气他，
*可好像大多时间都是他在气我*
算了算了~
我忍~
忍多了就咬人了~！
哈哈哈哈~
我爱你，
我想和你继续走下去。。。
还有3个月，
就一年了。
过了一年，
我要的是2 年。。。
一直一直，
继续走下去~
不要不要停止~
牵我的手，
走过每一天。。。。
=D
可以吗~？
呵呵~
刚收拾了化妆包，
原来我有好多的化妆品。。
+.+
还有呢 ，
原来我有9瓶香水。。。
哈哈。。
其实呢，
我爱香水。
而且对香水味道也很敏感。。
xD
所以呢，
不要乱来。。
我闻得出。。
若将来能力所致，
我一定要每个月买瓶香水奖励自己。。。
哈哈哈。。。
这算得上市女生的投资。。。
（*^＠^*）
阿~
对了。。。
买了一样小东西要送他的~
哈哈。。
还有5天，
就能遇见他了，
可以紧紧的出出力的抱着他了，
我好像很久没有抱他了
●﹏●
paiseh哈。。。
我忘了几天了。。
哈哈~
因太多太多天了
*^◎^*

YOU YOU YOU~!! look here pls~ :)

BING BING~!
can you change your blog's background?
when read your blog,
feel very dizzy..
because of the background dark,
your font's colour bright,
it may cause the reader feel dizzy of reading your blog,
and after read it,
the eyes will appear many row of the sentence on the screen..
eyes so pain..
pls~
i LOVE to read your blog,
but it seems like i cant finish reading,
then i feel dizzy ady...
:)
and then....
I LOVE YOU~ ;D

我们的❤，我们的小说

刚看了一对小情侣的blog,
哈哈，
就是peiwen和ys的啦
*不好意思，不会拼你的名*
觉得他们的相遇很可爱。。
网恋。。
网恋对我来说是不实际的东西
*以前的我是这么想的*
可现在看到他们有距离的问题，
也能那么甜蜜，
真是羡慕啊。。
哈哈。。
*恨死隔离啦*
＞▽＜
我还把他们当例子，
告诉那些怕距离问题而不敢拍拖的人呢。。
祝你们呢，
永远甜蜜，
哈哈。。
我等喝你们的喜酒呢，
还有蔓姐和andrew的也是，
还说若能真正和andrew共系连理，
就请bingx2坐主人席的。。
呵呵，
我记得地~
[>\/<]
看到朋友一对对，
就是爽的咯。。。
*我不是变态啦*
只是很替他们开心。。
昨天也帮妈download了很多首经典老歌。。。
*老妈，你女儿我的电脑刚拿回来，就全进了你的歌，我真孝顺阿~*
-____-"
其中呢。。
有download了“月亮代表我的心”
download着这首歌时呢，
我偷笑了。。
老妈问我做么。。
以为我傻了。。
我不是傻了，
而是我想起11月3号的时候，
在penang的harmony view的第5楼，
故事开始了：
不认识他时呢，
老实句，
*我讨厌这个人*
可那次在anson hostel相处之后呢，
觉得人不错，
只是。。
阿。。
那嘴有点花
*不是有点，是很多*
（＞﹏＜）
而从此呢，
也会在学院里注意这个人，
然而呢，
他眼里好像没有我，
眼角扫都不扫我一下。。
+.+
好吧。。
就主动add他的facebook和msn，
透过msn跟他聊天。
在某夜，
和michael, ahla,和villy聊天直到半夜，
我还提起了要让他爱上我，
*用性格，而不是样貌*
好吧。。
死鬼肥mic泼我冷水，
他说bing2只爱漂亮女生，
叫我省回。。。
（＋﹏＋）
而且那时候，
误会了他和ahliap还有evon，
所以放弃了。
只是很喜欢找他聊天。。
等到某天他发现我的blog,
才逼我说出我blog里那人是谁。
好吧
我认了，
是他。。。
他笑了。。
*对我来说有点嘲笑的感觉*
之后呢也有sms，
讶异的是呢，
他竟然主动sms我，
*爽死*
那时候也有了互动，
直到11月3号才在一起，
那晚上的风景，
还记得，
那首“月亮代表我的心”，
还记得，
那条走过的路，
还记得，
那第一次被人牵手的滋味，
还记得
*注：认识我的人都知道我不爱跟人牵手*
可因为他，
我恋上了牵手的滋味
我们走过了8个多月，
来到了今天，
实在不容易。
为什么呢？
因为我，
双鱼座，
天生爱猜测多疑，
而我也很怕被伤害的滋味，
所以有意无意一直伤害到他。
只因他当初承诺的2样东西，
他只做到一样，
另一样在我的观察里，
他却办不到。。。
相信对其他女生来说，
男生答应了的东西却办不到，
多多少少会感觉不到那安全感的存在。
而我也和其他女生一样，
会有这样的感觉。
已尽力在改改拿种感觉，
也学着去适应，
只需多点时间。。。
≥＾≤
我想我能适应的。。
哈哈。。。
别时常嘲笑“11月3号的你不是这样的”
当然。。
是我变了，
我变得更爱你了。。。
11月3号的我，
要我另一天失去你，我也行，
可现在不行，
没有你不行~！
(*^‧^*)
更爱你了，
就=
●我会对你也蛮，也只因我在乎你，
●我会对你不客气了，也只因我要你适应我的个性
●我会对你嘲笑冷讽，也只因我要你记得我
●我会对你凶，也只因我为你好
●我想每天看到你，也只因我想你
●我烦你，也只因我爱你
我就是这样的女生，
也请你包容，体谅
●ω●
我会对你这样，
直到你要停止这一切荒唐的举止~！
*最好不要拉。。xD*
(/≥▽≤)/

思念您

发现到呢，
人类真的是很矛盾的，
现在放假了，
我应该高兴，
可是却没有，
反而的，
我觉得到闷了，
才第几天而已。。。
∪△∪
早上睡醒，
就on9了一整天，
直到下午呢，
才看“杨贵妃”
是呀，
江华和向海岚主演的
好久没看了这套戏
我小时候到现在。。。。
*怀念呀~*
(￣▽￣)~
而妈呢，
买了便菜回来，
不用煮了，
就可以吃了。。。。
我看到了我曾经熟悉的菜。。。
那辣椒鱼。。。
我好久没吃了。。
这道菜，
让我想起了去世了4年的婆婆。
说时间呢，
真是过得特别快。。。
婆婆阿婆婆，
您在别位过得好吗？
我偶尔也在想您耶。。。
您想我吗？
想念我买给您吃的榴莲雪糕吗？ 
有想念我牵着您手走的时候吗？
我想念您摸我手的时候耶。。。
那些您做给我和哥哥吃的食物，
我还记得呢~
♡那咸咸的汤圆，
♡那香脆可口的咸炸鸡
♡您亲手包的云吞，
♡您亲手做的“鲤鱼包”
♡您亲手裹的粽子
♡您亲手煮的laksa
这一切的一切，
您知道我有多想念吗？
我好久没吃了。。。
好久没再吃回那种味道
呵呵 ~
不说了。。
婆婆。。。
您离开，
您开心就好
&( ^___^ )&
不管过了几年，
“囡仔”还是那么♥您
=）
今天又自己煮jelly来啦。。。
rashberry口味的。。。
哈哈，
妈说她有一包“菜燕”要煮给我吃，
好吧。。。
我相信你是要煮给我吃的，
可我帮你找了15分钟，
还是找不到你所谓的“菜燕”粉，
到最后你只告诉我一句，
“我不知道又给人去了吗?~”
老妈，
你需要这样骗我感情吗？
我对期望多么大你知道吗~
（ˇ＾ˇ〉
你这样对我，
我真的sad ar~
+.+
算了。。。
还好的是最后你挖出来的是“龟零膏”粉，
那还不错，
饶了你吧~ 
哈哈。。。
不然把你缠死，
誓要你把好吃的都给挖出来煮给我吃
哈哈
~\(≥▽≤)/~
吃完了，
看完了就进房间，
看到了bingx2拍了蝴蝶，
然后tag我拉~
哈哈
蝴蝶好美，
又是浅蓝色的，
最后呢，
还有只褐色的，
是两只蝴蝶吗？
还是蝴蝶变色了？
哈哈~
希望你能为我解答~
=D

哈哈~谢谢bingx2。。。*蝴蝶蝴蝶生长真美丽*

hbm nite

HBM night终于过了，
就像一场梦，
跟去年一样，
我还是没变的，
站上那舞台，
脚还是发抖，
声音还是在振，
直到唱错歌词
再一次的nightmare又回来了
+.+
和去年一样
can i have this dance之后，
我真的无比失落
*希望没为各位带来反感*
richard他们表演再怎么搞笑，
还是很难笑得出，
到了一段时间，
相通了，
我还有最后一首歌，
那首歌我不可以再这样了
最后一首歌之前，
吸了一口气，
再走出去，
面对观众，
这是的心情，
好多了。
不再紧张
很想骄傲的，
把最后一首歌唱完
=）
还好的是，
我做到了，
声音不斗了，
脚不振了
我想要的是完美的结局
^^
昨天晚上的回忆
谢谢junior帮我们举办了这个欢送会
很精彩
junior们，
男的帅，
女的美
都是正的~！
哈哈
你们都好棒`
然而值得高兴的呢，
我和villy可能不用在heritage当天唱歌罗~！
哈哈
因是sam和simon搞的
所以不用我们唱啦
哈哈
*开心*

谢谢，宠我~

回到家了
照常的，
没得见到bingx2两天
+.+
我会想你的
(^_^)
那天的晚上，
我都在反省，
我这样做，
到底对不对
他的一句话：sad ar，我在你面前，你竟不告诉我什么事，情愿post上facebook
就他这句话，
令我觉得，
我对他残忍了，
过分了
所以觉得很过意不去
我不是有心的，
只是觉得，
不懂如何开口问你
我不是你所谓的“计较”
是我真的在乎，
就像我写的“我真的很介意”
你明不明白？
其他人，
我是可以不管的
可老实说句，
是她就不行
( > c < )
这你也知道的，
我跟你说过，
更跟你分析过
不要拿她来当着玩笑开气我，
只会让我对她反感，
相信你问上每个女生，
她们都会这样回答你，
甚至有些不是反感，
而是讨厌了
所以希望你别这样，
少提她来让我慢慢接受她
(￣ˇ￣) 
虽我懂你也只是玩玩，
但是我-介-意
经过了那么多那么多~
我会是越来越爱你的，
你知道吗？
谢谢你宠我，
明明知道我是无理取闹，
却也没说一句话 *虽你也有错，xD*
疼我，爱我，呵护我，
谢谢你吧~
还有的是。。。
一波未停，一波又起，
我和villy得在7月7号，
penang heritage day那天，
再次唱歌
我真的不想了
觉得，
压力好大
*很伤心*
能怎么办？ 

toy story 3

好了，
之前的误会，
化解了~
他也不like了，
就信你一次是手快的
哈哈
其实那晚，
听到他说的东西，
很好笑，
所以躲在screen前面偷笑了，
可不让他看到
xD
很简单的，
我要的只是，
他能感受我的感受
感受如何？
是不是你所谓的sad ar??
希望他能明白为何我做了那么多不可理喻的东西
不说了，
今天跟他还有一般朋友去看toy story 3
哈哈
笑到我半命
*推荐*
嗯~
最后呢。。
我很担心一件事情
咳~

econ class im doing ntg~

今天是雨天

哈哈

我的最爱

╰(￣▽￣)╯

早上很早到学院了
到那里去做assignment
终于，
我们的assignment明天和后天要交了，
很开心，
只剩下marketing而已

∩ω∩

而放学之后呢，
就去了gurney的欢喜地，
因devy要回indonesia了，
所以就陪她去践行
^^
再见拉，
有空再来malaysia哦
(^_^)/~~

嗒嗒~

之后呢，
回学院去了
4点还有economy课
在economy课时呢，
眼睛很痛，
所以就把隐形眼镜拿了下来
无聊之下呢，
画了图画，

再把contact lens放在上面，

哈哈~
好可爱
❤❤❤❤
画了bingx2和我
不懂为何，
那时候特别想他，
所以画他了
哈~
(*^＠^*)

bingx2 haahahaha~

this is me~ xD

充实的一天 =）

今天早上11点才起身，
起身之后呢，
就载bingx2，peiwen,和ys一起去tesco~
哈哈~
(^人^)
我们今天要完成伟大的使命，
就是自己住东西吃，
而我们的chef呢，

是我❤的人~

*哒当~bingx2*

他是我的厨师

=)

他煮的东西很好吃哦
^^
哇~
我真幸福
\(≧3≦)/
我们在tesco买了好多材料，
我还买了我爱吃的cheese cake，
恩~
打算做jelly,
所以买了草莓味jelly粉
*第一次坐jelly*
回到去他们宿舍呢，
就开始动工了~
xD
我们今天要做的东西就是
→hotdog蟹肉pasta
→草莓jelly
→kerabu芒果
→potato黄金炸虾
→水滚蛤
hohohoho~
好棒~
\^o^/
我负责做配菜啦，

还剥芒果，

连自己的手也剥下去了
好痛
流血了~
一块皮不见了，
恩~
若吃到本人的皮，
别发飙阿~
哈哈

jason, bingx2, peiwen, 和ys

哈哈
好吃吗kerabu芒果？
然后呢然后呢，
我自己做了草莓味jelly
好的，
那jelly,
好像pudding,
烂烂的，
我要的是QQ的拉~
我的妈呀~
hmmm~
一边谈天一边吃，
之后各自回家休息了
今天的晚餐，
1kg的蛤
各位蛤氏家庭的乡亲父老，
你们真~~~~好吃
~*.*~

可是，

1kg,
吃到我有点怕了
+.+
下次不敢了

出街去

今天早上很早就起身了，
猜猜看为什么。。。
（＞﹏＜）
因为我隔壁邻居的媳妇和她的家翁在吵架
我的天啊~
隔一条街耶~
小声点好吗。。。
>_<

难得我可以舒舒服服的睡在我心爱的床上~
算了。。。
早点起身，

陪妈妈出去了。。

还有aunty siew~
先去tesco，
买了好多东西哦。。
也因为我要去买鞋，

所以之后会再去alor star mall呢~

再去那里之前呢，
我们先去吃“菜蒲鱼”
呵呵，
我的最爱~
(*^．^*)
吃了就到alor star mall去走走了，
哈哈~
我买了hbm night的高跟鞋，
很喜欢~
\(‵▽＇)/
而且还是妈妈出钱哦~
有点点过意不去的，
可，
我真得很想省钱，
7月多去旅行~
=)
回来不久呢，
chunxian就来找我聊天了。。
我们聊起了以前好多事情，
还提到了那个fucker
chunxian说他很久没联络他了

好的，

我要的就是这样，
他不值得拥有我们的友谊
而且呢，
chunxian拿了他和bingx2做比较，
我告诉他，
不好意思，
他根本配不上跟bingx2相比，
人格差太多了吧~
脾气更不用讲。。。
完全都不是人跟人比的。
￣□￣｜｜
再说起了以前他多衰。。。
我火也起了~！
他根本不配做我们的朋友
就像huimin说他喜欢“痒”一样，
请闪边去，
跟他那没教养的女友真是天生一对的~
不说他了，
说了真是污辱我的blog~
明天就回penang了呀~
*开心*

哈~

∩▂∩
阿对了。。。
差点忘了提到，
今天我，
又悄悄的走进了他以前的内心世界，
就是他的blog,
哈哈。。
看到的，
还是“花心”两个字
呵呵
你好花心~
等下这个喜欢一下，
那个喜欢一下，
+起来也不少人了~
xD
但没关系拉，
那是之前了。。。
不管怎样，
我都爱你~

assignment, yet a crazy day~ =D

话哈哈~*本人的口头禅，代表大笑的意思*
这两天都睡得好迟，

感觉上好像很累似的，

其实并不是哦，
是赖床，
很早起身的，
却赖床赖到再次睡着了~
*幸福的我*
\(‵▽′)/
忘掉烦恼的其中一个解决因素就是睡觉
xD
下午的时候呢，

就和我的他~❤，

去走了菜市一趟，
买了要做kelabu芒果的材料
哇~
买了那芒果，
好贵，
一粒RM6

( > c < )

*uncle,芒果用金种的吗？*
笨笨的他也照样买了~
好了，
去到他家，
他把东西准备准备好，
心喜和ah ya也到了~
就开始我们的assignment大作战~
↖(^ω^)↗
可是
做assignment只有30%，
其余的70%用来on9,
上facebook....
X﹏X
咳`
算了，
我们也不是第一次了呀~
哈哈
做到一半呢，
那笨笨的人开了儿童歌，
害我们笑半命呀~
hmmm...

在10点多，

我们结束我们疯狂的一天
结束时候来几张合照
❤我❤他❤

哈哈~是白痴的，但本人喜欢~^^ 卢秉兴，我爱你

p/s：给某人的一段话，打个赌，我觉得你应该是有在看我的blog，之前我写过不再提他，

所以我不提，希望你别再犯错，爱上不该爱的人。

半年了~

我们终于来到这一天了
半年了
哈哈
虽半年是个短时间，
可对我来说却是不容易的
因我爱的那家伙，
太花心了
呵呵
得一想二
可我知道他也是说说而已
=）
今天在他宿舍那里煮晚餐吃
和jason,peiwen,jiayi他们
嗯。。。
还有个不速之客
不懂要怎么说他
就是两个字“吝啬”
我希望我们的会是一段爱情长跑
*虽现在只是短跑中*
像他说的，
一直换对象也是会累的
希望呢，
yongshen和peiwen在一起
aaron和yii xuan在一起，*女友的名不懂些对吗？*
villy和ah yong在一起，
szemun和andrew在一起，
身边也应该是这几位双双对对的而已吧
哈哈
都希望他们在一起
虽我知道是没有什么可能的。。。
但也希望，
我和bingx2在一起
xD
我爱你，
足足爱了半年
呵呵
=）
有增无减