wishlist!

i got so much of things want to buy when there is no money inside my purse!
ggrrrhhh~!!
currently looking and craving for all these things:
-> different tone of concealers! (lilac, peach, beige, light green, and pink), seriously, i couldn't found all the colour i want in Penang... Wyee said i can get it from Etude House! well, i will try to hunt it out~! xD
-> different size of make up brush (i was so mad about those make up stuff now...forgive me) +.+
-> buy a electric stove for my mom as her birthday present
-> foundation powder
-> skin care product (face too dry)
-> perfume (is a must) xD
tomorrow will be my first day of working,
hope everything can run without a hitch!
and anyway,
i got no dress for Peiwen's sis wedding dinner~
oh my gosh~!!!!!
T.T

*END*

fuuuuhhh~
my working day will start on 1st of November,
as FO at G hotel...>.<
currently looking for a suitable place for me to move~!
because Darbing is moving back to BW~
aikkkss~!
a lot of trouble~
give me much more time to settle it pls~!
ntg much to write~!
till here...

*END*

randomly!

i'm fine in these few weeks~!
why said so?
because is been awhile i away from my blog...
nothing to do with my boring life except hanging out with my dearest friends!
this coming Wednesday going to G hotel interview as FO...
awhh~
i hope that i could make it,
as....
though....
i'm not really like hotel life,
but no choice,
i have to make money!
if not someone will nagging at me and blame that i sit at home whole day long~
nothing much to write,
but i promise i will keep update my blog for those my lovers to read~!
*END*

irritating!

dear blog,
so much of things to think and worried again...
when will all these shit things comes to their deadline?
im so tired of irritating and bothering~!
LIFE can't go on with full of anxious!
currently busy with our own part time business...
met different kind of customer...
Darbing is the one who deal with them...
i'm kinda fussy and i'm assure that i couldn't make it!
my ill temper was shown in these few days~
but i don't meant to...
just that i got a lot of things to think deeply~!
i need to relax,
i need a vacation though i'm in holiday now...or other way to said that i need to leave here A.S.A.P
how good if the LIFE is as simple as i think or want.
i have to apologize to Darbing that i get angry with him whole evening~
hot weather, hot temper, tired, hungry, be annoyed~!
so much of things is bothering me,
and he don't even know why i keep show him my impatient~!
if he could understand me...
he will feel how i feel...
till here,
night world,
night people,
night lover & family...

last but not least,
Sugar Glider for sale :
Sweet Baby - Sugar Glider

look here,
im not your maid,
stop shouting at me,
if im not perfect,
you're imperfect too!

i need no a man who always shouting at me!

i need no a man who left his gf and other girls' friends alone and walk back to hostel!

i need no a man who does not care about my feeling!

i need no a man who makes me feel like we're just friend!

i need no a man who makes my life actually same like when i was single!

a very simple reason why i post this blog is because i have to control you before you cross my line!
yep,
i hate people shouting at me!
if you do so,
i will repay it to you~!
im not that kind of girlfriend that you are looking for maybe,
but please give me some respect!
you ain't a gentlemen to shout at your own gf in front of your friend,
so the same thing,
why should i give you face?
because a small minor matter, *fluffy shit on your shirt? oh no, is shit on me, then stained just a very little bit on your shirt then you shout at me?*
how moodily you are???
if so,
i have to slap you every time when Fluffy gonna shit, and you give him to me and let him shit on my hand or body?
you're doing this kind of shit thingy to me,
means that i have to shout at you?
did i shout at you like what you did?
you are soooo fucking ****!
is too wrong if you expect me to keep quiet when you shout at me!
one last time and see it as a warning,
i'm not kidding...
maybe next time i will throw something on you if you shout at me again!
and your weaknesses,
keep growing and growing,
you're not realize though,
i'm keep tolerate!
i telling you,
you not mind then is ok!
at least i know that is not my problems!
i might wrong,
but you are the one who lead me to this.
p/s: i'm not your maid, i'm your girlfriend!
do what i expected from you,
and not telling me that is just a fairy tale, because you NEVER try!

*in bad mood*