im annoying

recently,
feel so annoying.
i don't know why all the annoying things come to me.
i just want my peaceful life.
feel like everything against me.
what i hope is,
all the problem can be solve.
solve it as soon as possible.
+.+
please no more problems to me.
gonna get mad soon.
=[
yesterday night,
i dream about him,
who is HIM?
the dream pull me back into my memory again.
the HIM is who i hate when i'm studying in  form 3,
haha~!
our head of prefect.
i don't know why i dream about him,
maybe, i TOO HATE HIM
he take away my liquid paper, scissors, and my junk food~!
>.<
damn you...
i use my own money to buy those things and now you just take it away like this~!
but at last,
i'm success in revenge him with my friends.
x)
dream gone,
and is time for me to wake up.
tomorrow going back to penang.
^_^
this is what i wish for~
at least i wont get bore when i'm in penang.
i have friends and him to talk to...
:]

Sammy's adventures

just came back from cinema with my brother.
haha~!
he buy me a car modulator as my next year birthday's gift.
he said he not going to buy me a present when there is my birthday.
the car modulator cost him Rm69.
hmm...
a little bit costly for me, and i feel ashamed.
>.<"
movie for today is Sammy's Adventures- The Secret Passage.
is a boring cartoon animation,
the story is very common,
about the turtle life in the ocean.
movie review:
-i like the little turtle, xD he is cute and the name is Sammy.
-although it is a very boring cartoon, but it means a lot to me.
*inside the story, they reflect the real life of human being and animal.
*what had human done to the clear ocean?
=they throw rubbish into the sea, especially plastic, this may strangled the animal inside the sea accidentally, and they will die.
*the oil flow out from the ship, will pollute the ocean.
*love and friendship between the animal...:)
well,
end up story here.
xD
this coming Sunday will hang out with bingx2,
we go for our 2nd times movie.
*because every time go with friends, and not just only 2 of us*
as i remember our first movie is the Ninja Assasin...
wow~
last year~
hahaha...
i miss the moment,
i miss the very first moment.
Will our love last longer and no problems at all?
will you treat me and love me like now and before after few years or many years later?
my answer for sure is, I WILL, and YES
i‘ll treat you is the last mate of my life if you and all the condition permit.
:)
can you give me this chance?
x)
haha
^^
phew~
i'm going to take a rest now,
my gastric feeling unwell.
is cramping ...
+.+

sad night

recently,
i found that im really lazy to write my blog in mandarine,
*though my mandarine will become poor*
but...
i don't care...
xD
as long as i can finish my blog in a short time...
hahaha....
i know my grammar or vocabulary a bit weird,
but,
who cares?
this is my blog,
my property.
last night,
i cannot stand it anymore and i fall apart,
cried out loudly...
can you imagine that in 1 day,
i endure twice broken hearted?
is kinda mad but yet, PAIN
finally i released my sadness through cry,
ya...
cry...
is been awhile i did not cried like yesterday,
my heart is lancinating.
i feel the pain and im breathless...
fortunately asthma did not come to me.
thanks.
i dont want the history repeat,
cry until nobody business and my eyes...SWOLLEN.
stop crying after 30 minutes.
is time for me to calm down.
sit on the bed quietly.
somebody makes me smile with different way.
stop here for yesterday.
today, a good day.
wake up in the early morning,
*in fact, cannot sleep well with some lady's problem*
go market with bingx2,
buy some ingredients to prepare for our lunch and dinner.
chef still remain unchange, - bingx2
:)
i help him to prepare the mis en place.
wash the vegetables and cut some onions and garlics.
this is what i can do~
xD
i will be the assistant chef.
what is our menu for today?
菜尾汤，炒菜，煎鸡蛋，煎鸡肉&鱼，煎海鲜.
*delici-ous*
6 of us eat together,
poor jason,
bully by us.
xD
*enggai la*
after the meal,
jason and bingx2 go out to meet with Mr.Sydney.
then left 4 of us,
hiak hiak~
chit chat time.
talk about some person's behavior..
wow...
suckss....
+.+
well,
non of my business...
as i said,
nowaday,
most of the ppl were losing their conscience.
i read the top two news from the newspaper,
it happened in penang.
-a 60 years old women rape by someone, then throw her at the tenaga electrik.
-a men rob by few malay or indian guys, due to not willing to give the money to them, almost losing a pair of ears. They using the knife to cut his ears.
this kind of news really terrible.
hope police success in catching them.

guy should love this kind of girls

1 整天 打你 骂你 说你 笨蛋 不让你 抽烟 的 女生 要惜


2喜欢吃棒棒糖的女生

3总是 送你 小礼物 的女生

4让你 唱歌 给他 听 的女生

5对你 发脾气 却哭了的女生

6喜欢 粘着你 分开时 却嘟起小嘴流泪的女生

7这个你可能不知道 你睡觉 时 她总是 喜欢 默默 的 看你

8表面上 不在乎 你 但 你生病时 她 却着急 的 落泪

9 帮 你省钱的 女生

10喜欢让你 在她最伤心的时候 陪在身边

现在想想 你心里的那个她,不管你们再没在 一起

如果看完 这个 你笑了 呵呵 你喜欢她 当每个宁静的夜晚她都会等你忙完了，再陪她聊天。你是否知道当你在电话里头对远方的那个她说：很晚了早点休息吧，明天聊时，她有多失望。即使她已经很困了。

你是否知道：每次你问她想你吗？她回答：‘不想’的时候其实是想你最深的时刻。

也许她经常骂你猪，其实在她的眼里你永远是最优秀的。

她的要求并不高，只要在她哭泣时候,你能陪着她就足够了!她总是喜欢和你唱反调。你知道吗？每次她生气时，你说她说话很个性时她都会破涕而笑…她完全会因为你的话而开心。

should love me tender after read this article...
xD
with the world i bold,
i mean it..
=)
 

he is sick

well,
cause of my laziness,
i did not leave harmony view this evening...
for my heart,
for some reasons...
i need to be relax my mind and my heart,
then only it can go on...
lay on the bed,
suddenly feel very tired,
then im asleep...
thought want to have a nap...
gosh...
when i open my eyes,
and look at the clock,
is 5 something ady...
i sleep for almost 3 hours...
someone is back...
look at his face,
he is more tired than me...
he told me that he had gastric pain for this whole day...
make him a glass of hot milo...
hope his gastric recover in a moment.
come to the night,
fever visit him,
look at him,
run to the toilet vomit & diarrhea...
nothing i can do...
>.<"
cant even give him a help.
oh ya,
something makes me touch,
"Do u know my fb's password?"
-dun know
"XXxxxxxXXX, go remove whoever you want to remove"
*shaking my head-no*
this still not mean that i wont remove the person,
i will remove her when he is recover,
because he looks like losing his consiouness when said those things...
i want him to tell me this in a way of clear- headed.
i dun want him to regret when awake.
well...
thats all for today,
and i still need to take care of him,
at last,
hope he get well soon...